I was feeling blue today,more so than most days..... so I sat down and wrote this to the man im in love with and going to marry!
I hope this touches someones heart too.
To ICEMAN.........I love you honey!!!!
To my love: I love all the special times we share,but most of all,its the little things I treasure..............the sound of your voice at the other end of the phone... the touch of your hand letting me know you're there for me.... the way your smile warms my heart.
you bring out the best in me, and I love you for that. there's a very special place in my heart just for you..... my true love.
thanks to my very dear friends here at cs, for always giving me a shoulder,kind words, and lots of love!!!
wow! now that you say it that way,i need to rethink. ok, yes i love him and maybe i just am not telling him the right way. i will do that today and try also what riya said. im just very emotional right now and writing it down helps and thanks!!!
you know what.....im ready to give up,because this hurts really bad and crying the way i do all the time is not healthy. i dont think i can handle this long-distance realationship, if hes not gonna give some too. he seems do be fine and im not. with everything else going on with my son and now my daughter and her husband (in the army) are moving to germany, well, im just overwhelmed and well, i dont know.
see, i dont want to smuther him! if i heard from him more than i am (and believe me its not much at all) i would feel better about this seperation. it doesent look good at my end, but he tells me he loves me,just dont hear it much. all we have right now is the phone and thats all i ask is he just stay intouch. we have had only about 7 hours,phone, and msn since he left june 21st!! thats not much and i feel very neglected and alone.
thanks jo! i dont really know how to start, cause once again, all im doing is crying and whats so bad,doing it alone and he hasent a clue. but i dont want him to think i cant handle this,just i need to hear from him more than this. and believe me......its not much comminication at all right now and that scares me
yes,i do need to tell him how i feel, but not sure how to start without feeling winey!! you know needy or make him feel bad,but im going nuts and this is when all negative thoughts enter my head.....
just wanted to share!