well, i didnt cry this morning with him, but yesterday----all day! he knows how i feel, and he has a heart like mine, very tender! im gonna be there for him 100%!!!!
i didnt cry in front of him, im proud of ME!! everyone tells me, i need to get better now and work on me! he pulled me way down, and dont think he meant to. thanks.
I know this is the best thing for him, because he has a drinking problem, and has gotten in so much trouble with the law.
I have done all i can do for him.
hes going to a 2 year program in north carolina---called trosa. they say its a good center. they offer schooling,vo-tech,ect.... so, i hope he gets his life together. He lost his driving privallage, his job(had a great job) and was very depressed, so this has got to help!
he is 20 years old and has always lived with me, well, off & on (when he was sober) he hid alot from me, but i knew, and we are very close.
Im just feeling empty and sad today, and im sure many days to come. I wont be able to visit him for 1 year, and no phone calls for 90 days, and no letters for 30 days. my heart is breaking!
can any one else relate to my pain and emptyness im feeling?
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Im fine! trying to get up, and start getting ready for the work week, but im stuck to the chair here!!!!!