Be mad at me if you need to be. I just want to say Trudy..........You put a big wall up and I understand. My heart is real. I don't play games when it comes to the heart. I can honestly say Trudy in some shape or form...............I really love you. I know you will forgive me in time. Please let me know when that time has come.
I wish you would just talk to me in private. I never played your soft heart. Trudy I thought you knew me better. No I have no idea of whats happened here.
The other thread was me trying to find humor in something I am very confused about. No one knows who I am talking about. I was speaking of women in my life in general. They all seem to love me but, I drive em nuts. Trudy.......Please just talk with me. I'm a friend. No matter what the future holds. I really thought you knew my heart better than this.
Trudy...........I'm scratching my head here. I have never seen you mad at me and its really scary and it hurts. What do you mean its not me? What is wrong with being playful? Whats wrong with sharing my heart? I really feal like I'm having a hard time relating with females right now. That hurts because they have always been my best friends. I truely have feelings for you. I can see that offends you. I'm sorry I'm so repulsive. You want me to leave you alone? Ok. Like I said, it was never my intension to hurt you in anyway. I wanted to come back hoping to light a spark with you. I did the oppisite. No wonder I'm single huh? How stupid of me to think someone might fall in love with me some day. I promise not to bother you again.
I thought you would know right off. I was trying to be cute and was playing. I'm truely sorry. Your really special to me and this really hurts me that I broke your trust. I will do as you wish and give it time. Again from the bottom of my heart.......I'm really sorry.
I just got here today. Trust issue? I was playing and being playful. I'm very very sorry.........I had no idea. I guess I hurt myself with this. I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to hurt or upset you. Never my intention.
RE: The CS Bar is Open
I'll have a double!