im fairly new at this whole fatherhood thing my daughter is three years old and i am not with her mother anymore and we haven't been since before she was born. Having said that there isn't too much that i wouldn't do for my little angel. I now know that my ex recently broke up with her boyfriend and lately she's been acting wierd around me, like flirting etc... which is very confusing for me, since i promised myself that I wouldn't want to be with the ex anymore. But it seems as though life is throwing me the proverbial curve ball again, and mixing up my emotions, on the one hand I'd love to have my family back but on the other I think that it would be many years of hell to deal with the ex. So here lies my dilemma, my daughter wants us to get back she always asks me to, but daddy isn't sure that he wants to. My question goes out to anyone who has encountered this very same dilemma in their own life and could help me along my way with some advice.
Does anyone else out there feel like the other people on internet dating sites aren't actually lookimg to meet someone? Truth be told the reason that I'm on any of these sites is beacause I really don't have the time to go out anymore and meet someone, and it just seems that no one is really serious about dating on any of the various sites. Is it just me or am I doomed to be alone forever?
thank you very much for your kind words, we were best friends since we were three years old. this thread was more of a reminder to anyone who drinks and drives, and kills someone that its not just the family that they devistate, but rather anyone who was close to that person. we did everything together he was more like my brother than anything else. its so hard to visit his grave site.
r.i.p. eric november 16th 1981 - september 10th 2005
today is the third anniversary of my best friends death, he was killed vy a drunk driver coming home from work. so in his honor i would like to post this song, just to let him know that i'll never forget him or the times that we had
Yeah... this right here (tell me why) Goes out, to everyone, that has lost someone That they truly loved (c'mon, check it out)
Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show I laced the track, you locked the flow So far from hangin on the block for dough Notorious, they got to know that Life ain't always what it seem to be (uh-uh) Words can't express what you mean to me Even though you're gone, we still a team Through your family, I'll fulfill your dream (that's right) In the future, can't wait to see If you open up the gates for me Reminisce some time, the night they took my friend (uh-huh) Try to black it out, but it plays again When it's real, feelings hard to conceal Can't imagine all the pain I feel Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath) I know you still living your life, after death
Every step I take, every move I make Every single day, every time I pray I'll be missing you Thinkin of the day, when you went away What a life to take, what a bond to break I'll be missing you
It's kinda hard with you not around (yeah) Know you in heaven smilin down (eheh) Watchin us while we pray for you Every day we pray for you Til the day we meet again In my heart is where I'll keep you friend Memories give me the strength I need (uh-huh) to proceed Strength I need to believe My thoughts Big I just can't define (can't define) Wish I could turn back the hands of time Us in the 6, shop for new clothes and kicks You and me taking flicks Makin hits, stages they receive you on I still can't believe you're gone (can't believe you're gone) Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath) I know you still living you're life, after death
Somebody tell me why
On that morning When this life is over I know I'll see your face
Every night I pray, every step I take Every move I make, every single day Every night I pray, every step I take Every day that passes Every move I make, every single day Is a day that I get closer To seeing you again Every night I pray, every step I take We miss you Big... and we won't stop Every move I make, every single day Cause we can't stop... that's right Every night I pray, every step I take Every move I make, every single day We miss you Eric
i hope that i don't bring down anyones mood this is just my way of coping. thanks all.
mrs. robinson is definatley one of my all time favorites, poison's talk dirty to me is another great one, flirtin with disaster by molley hatchet also most righteous, mississippi queen, bohemian rahpsody, thats all i got for now be back with more in a bit
RE: ARE YOU ALONE THIS CRISTMAS?
yes i am, to tell you the truth it feels kinda lonely