its been this way for months and months and months I only stick around and check in hoping that one day it gets back to its fun times but no where in sight.
most of the people I know that use to post all the time have either left - been banned - or like me get so extremely bored or sick of the drama - and stays away mostly sad ... it use to be so fun
I must of been a part of the test group, mine has been doing it for awhile and it only tags people on your friends list for i could see , made it easier to tag photos that i wanted to but most of the time just skipped it.
Im not questioning my current friends that i have now, like i said just living in moment and so there contemplating any future stuff and like i said im sure i a little time i'll be back to normal loving everyone you know me licky licky
no there isnt. I will truthfully admit good or bad that is something i keep far at bay. Im not going to lie I have huge thick barricaded walls that have to penetrated before anything like that can even come close to happening. and like it or not when/if I have a friendship that has ended not good and I feel betrayed or mistreated it adds to that wall because if someone I just let in as a friend male or female can make me feel this bad then why would i chance for a major broken heart.
ALOT of people are the same way , maybe not with friendship but with matters closer to the heart in "love" some admit others WONT. better to play the flirt etc. Not judging or saying its wrong. JUST IS.
to head anyone off at the pass who wants to say , then why are you here yadda yadda , I may sound like a lost cause when it comes to "love" persay in that matter, but i feel no one is lost cause in this matter honestly. and many here and elsewhere have succeeded.
One thing i DONT do , is keep what im feeling or thinking from my friends/ people I know anyone who knows me can tell you at least with me you know where you stand. yes here on the forums i keep it light and fun and flirty mostly because i come here not to fight but to have fun , but am not afraid to let people know what i think and feel. this not about whether someone likes me or not , not an issue honestly. This is about friendship more than anything
this is more friendship actually. Im just contemplating the worthiness of putting yourself out there to people. having to deal with such a situation right now of major disappoint. in time I'll be back to my normal love everyone self, just with a few more bricks put on that "wall"
Every relationship starts with friendship or should at least .... right?
me too , thats where Im at right now... I try my best to be open and love and to care and then to be "disappointed" (is as nice as I can out it) again....makes me very tired indeed.
do you ever wonder if its worth it to open up to someone when the chances are is that they will not turn out to be the friend/person you thought they were and you will be disappointed/hurt in the end?
RE: Is this Depression??
could be why you think your depressed hun