thank you my friend.... she left again in february ... and that time she said she is not coming back .. .... i gave in and the divorce was august 1
i thought i had let go .... but i wake up each morning and then shock and disbelief.....
the first three months i did not sleep more than 2 hours a night and i did not eat.... lost 25 pounds...
how do you take your heart back ...and stop caring for someone... i would do anything for her.....over the past 27 years ...in times of trial ...i did miracles for her (with the help of prayer).. i really did...and she will be the first to tell you i always dealt with EVERYTHING every month...she did not have to worry about anything....now she knows.....
even if she was mean and cruel to me.... i gave my love for ever ...till death do us part ... i would do anything for be able to take care of her again..even her father abandoned her... but not me
i know its over and i let go with both hands....and i have honestly over a hundred woman willing to marry me.... but the one i love is beyond my reach forever
when will the pain stop..... i have been net dating when i really for the last 9 months ... i should have been here with the broken hearted....
so i take my place...i wake up and am in shock every morning... how could she do this to me...
27 years i loved her and took care of everything.... she just had to stay home and take care of the children...i paid the way....
but never time for me...... and when i asked her ,after the youngest became 17...when is our relationship going to be a priority ...when would i become a priority in her life .... she went and left me for her new lover...
i do have some interest in me...... but i feel like a cannon ball just put a hole through my chest.... tell me it will heal
or do i just have to accpet that it will always be there?
sorry for dumping my broken heart here ...but i got no one else
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HOW CAN YOU MEND A BROKEN HEART? (BEE GEES)
thank you my friend .....