thing is.. i just feel like being with him as a couple.. just friends.. thats why i wonder why he has to leave. did he expect that the friendship i offered will lead to more than that? geesh. i just feel bad u know.. maybe i expected that hes a good friend worth to keep
just another thought.. why do people come and walk away in our lives. i just cant stand why do they have to crossed our path and leave us broken nor clueless why they went away.
i offered great friendship with this old friend of mine then one time he avoided me.. i even forgot all about him til one time he buzzed me and started talking to me again. hes having trouble with his marriage now and filing for divorce. here i am another dr. love on the run. i got no intention but just to be his adviser if he needs it. but now i got a letter all of a sudden explaining that he has to keep himself away from me til he fix things out about everything happening to him. he admitted that he starts falling but its not the right time why? we aint lovers or something.. i tried being there to be a friend.. and heres what i get. somehowit saddens me to know that someone has to leave. oh well. thats life. i just cant see any purpose why he has crossed my path this time but maybe.. he needed me..
darn its over 90 deg here in glendale and its freeking hot. ill just go for a swim. some gas stations ran out of ice and sodas too. waah im craving for watermelon :D talk to you later.
yeah. love is the most powerful thing. L.O.V.E. can turn smart people to stupid, strong people to weak, weak to strong, stupid to smart. love can even sometimes manipulate us. but its nice to experience it with the right one who deserves it :D
some experiences hold us back. afraid of committing mistakes again and end up breaking our hearts. but ive learned something from past.you have to put ur heart on something u want to work on to. if you have doubts or second thoughts then, that percentage will get bigger til youll end up failing. as long as you think ur doing ur best to work on it and u learn to compromise and put ur trust on it aside from your heart, i think things will work out fine. sometimes holding back make things worst. sometimes you already have the right ones but it turn out to wrong ones coz of second thoughts. love is at risk. when u love, then be ready to be hurt. coz if u dont feel pain, then you aren't loving selflessly.
some experiences hold us back. afraid of committing mistakes again and end up breaking our hearts. but ive learned something from past.you have to put ur heart on something u want to work on to. if you have doubts or second thoughts then, that percentage will get bigger til youll end up failing. as long as you think ur doing ur best to work on it and u learn to compromise and put ur trust on it aside from your heart, i think things will work out fine. sometimes holding back make things worst. sometimes you already have the right ones but it turn out to wrong ones coz of second thoughts. love is at risk. when u love, then be ready to be hurt. coz if u dont feel pain, then you aren't loving selflessly.
well some women thinks men are confusing too. its just that you use your head more than your heart. and i guess u have to balance it. dont read women like books rather understand them. u dont have to please them rather enjoy spending time with each other.. all u have to do is balance it.. sometimes "too much" is bad
twice. but the last was really broken so bad. i hope it wont happen again but that doesnt mean i wont open my door to someone my heart will choose to fall for.
im thinking of green apple yogurt with caramel at yogurtland
im also thinking how come this thread has posted twice.. weird
now im being paranoid knowing that i talked to the most wanted "scammer" guy--denise woods--geesh and its been a while to follow my instinct that hes a scammer.. anyweiz so much for that.. im thinking of what to have for dinner...
why do some people come and go
ooops typo... what i meant was.. I DONT feel like we can be acouple.. only friendship is what i can offer