but seriously.. kissing him took my breath away.. i didn't even know i had a smile on my face afterwards till he told me that he loved that smile i do after we kiss. i was like " i smile? " lol didn't even realize it, but when i'm w/ him i'm up in the clouds.. and i feel like nothing can touch me.. ooohhh i sound like a sap
Thanks everyone for everything!!!! and yeah that isn't the whole story he he he... but you all know me and i was a total angel
we had a lot of funny times.. i got a lil tipsy lol or a lot of tipsy.. lol but we were just soooo relaxed around each other and so comfortable.. and that is really really hard to find. He met my family also. They LOVED him and after he left they told me that he was so good for me (and they have never said that.) Everything went so perfect!
oh wow!! i didn't know you guys were meeting soon!!! wow good luck! i hope everything goes as well w/ you guys.. believe me if it even goes a fraction of as well as we did.. you will be fine hehe
When we first met i walked up and hugged him, but then i was sooo nervous that i didn't shut up lol i just kept talking... it was funny. and we both thought by the other's pictures that the other was taller than they actually were lol
but as soon as i was laying next to him in his arms.. **deep breathe** i relaxed like hell and fell asleep :)
I just know that you all are dying to know what happened when me and Matt met on friday nite. Well, everything was beyond amazing! It was so much more than I ever thought I could feel. We spent most of the time doing absolutely nothing but enjoying being with each other and just looking at each other knowing that it was real. I never wanted him to leave, but he had to leave this morning really early and I know it was hard for him to leave me just by the look in his eyes and the fact that it took us over an hour to stop hugging and kissing each other bc we knew it would be the last time for a while. :(
We definately hit it off really REALLY well and we are gonna make this work somehow bc we are into each other so much. :)
ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! i am going crazy... and i got my last finals today for school.. how am i suppose to focus on that?? lol i can't lol i just can't wait to see him!! :)
Ok everyone, as i'm sure you all know i am meeting matt late tonite!!! the day is finally here! wow! i am sooo excited!!! i can't even put it into words.. i'm just so happy.. its really happening.. if anyone has any advice on how to stay calm let me know hehe bc i really don't think i will be able to contain myself. :)
i just wanted to share my excitement w/ everyone! ahhhh its today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i think well i hope lol.. that people are attracted to my personality.. it certainly is one of a kind hehe.. maybe my intelligence (suprising i know).. and maybe my sense of fun
depends on the person.. some people just don't like to dance or have no rhythm.. BUT those that can dance and bump and grind like hell... oh yeahhhhhhhh
well if i talk to him tonite i will fall right asleep bc there is something about him that relaxes the hell outta me and i fall asleep so comfortably after talking to him (or while talking to him LOL)
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So What Happened?
i am a lucky girl.. i've got matt!!