mmmm yeah a bit - when we split something inside me died and I am working everyday to get it back - when he rings me he still ignites something within me even though im 100% sure it is the right thing to be split up frm him - i think maybe im mistaking what he does for me as the missing link and havent fully allowed someone else in to help me find love again
Have just read through the thread and feel honoured to have had such a wonderful father...he was m life until he passed away a year and a half ago and i miss him every single day - he shaped the person i am but more than that he made me appreciate people and taught me never to judge anyone until you actually get to know them.
I feel so sorry for those who dont have a good relationship with their father but then again it may be the best thing in some of the cases - i just know my father enriched my life and that of my brother and sister.
I coulnnt say i judged any of my partners against my father consciously but i perhaps wanted the respect that he had shown my mum and us.
RE: did your last love tear you apart?
mmmm yeah a bit - when we split something inside me died and I am working everyday to get it back - when he rings me he still ignites something within me even though im 100% sure it is the right thing to be split up frm him - i think maybe im mistaking what he does for me as the missing link and havent fully allowed someone else in to help me find love again