Andy1905 Poetry (27)

got my plane to America .
went via Amsterdam,
just a guy from scotland,
looking for the promised land,
went to deep south Alabama,
you no I is for sure,
although I may be different,
you know I is for sure.

drove all the way to florida ,
panama city to be precise'
I dipped my feet in the ocean
kinda surreal to me,but felt so nice
the country where i come from,
Has so little sunshine mostly rain
wish I could go back there
wet my feet again

yesterday I knew the way,
Today i'm lost and weary,
never short of something to say,
but you can see right through me,
Was it all inside my head,
or do we have something special,
after all the tears are shed,
can you meet me in the middle.

tried so hard to show you,
the feelings I have inside,
Am I just another guy,
you'll be taking for a ride,
guess I'll never know the truth,
getting tired of being used,
or do we have something special,
cause baby I love you

Friends all say I'll find someone who,
will love me just for me ,
distant ships will meet in the night,
when there halfway out at sea,
feels like there is no-one else
who thinks the way I do,
could we be so special? baby,
I'm in love with you

you tell me that you love me,
you tell me how much you care,
but anytime I need you
you're never there,
you got guys numbers on your cell phone,
and they call you all the time,
its hard to be understanding,
when you were supposed to be mine

your phone rings its 6 am,
you jump out of bed to take the call,
I can hear the guys voice,
and what he's saying
you walk outside to take his call,
can hear the things your saying
you tell me you love me,
I think you're lying!!

think its time to talk things through,
I cant hide my feelings,
what's going on with me and you,
you say nothing but start crying,
try to comfort wipe your tears,
but that just makes it worse,
you tell me that you love me,
but that is not enough.

you tell me your going to the store,
you leave and are gone for hours,
when you got home no big scene
can feel your sweet love has turned sour,
still you just wont talk to me,
I'm left there thinking why,
whatever happened to honesty,
Why all the secrecy and lies

looks like its all over,
you're avoiding me to extremes,
what the hell did I do wrong,
to be treated in this way ,
to this day you say you love me,
but you got other guys on your mind,
never had you as a cheater,
but now I've seen the light

you have no idea how you've hurt me girl,
don't get the feeling you even care,
anytime I needed you , you were never there,
you played on my emotions,
made me part of your twisted game,
now I'm no longer there for you
Or will I ever be again