Sydblizzard Poetry (2)

Sad Shattered Broken And Alone...Im Back To Where I Belong
Into The Realms Of Sadness...Deep Into The Depths Of Sorrow
I Moan And Weep In Agony...No Ones Here To Hear Me Cry
Cursing My Pathetic Life...As It Mocks At My Helplessness

Tired And Full Of Remorse...Solitude Consumes Me Again

Lived My Life Like A Dog...Always Faithful To Everyone Around
Hurtful Stones Pelted At Me...Never Understood My Crime
They Welcomed With Open Arms...Then Feeded Me With Poisoned Words
Leashed With Pain And Hurt...Battered My Faith Without Mercy

This Dog Is Mad Again...But Then Whos To Blame

Vulnerable Like A Glass...Im Tryin To Be Strong
Strugglin Not To Give Up...Fightin My Inner Demons
A Million Thins In Life...Thought Right But Went Wrong
A Pathetic Loser I Was...A Pathetic Loser I Am

Waited Too Long For A Miracle...To Be Fortunate Again

Afraid To Sleep And Dream...Nightmares Makin Me Insane
My Head Full Of Thoughts...To Terminate My Existence
Hopes Of Survival...Interred Deep Beyond My Sanity
Soul Strugglin To Be Free...Free From Painful Misery

Im Rottin Here In Silence...Waitin To End My Affliction

Part I - Love/Loathe

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This World Is Melancholic
Dark Lonely And Callous
Cant Find No Relief
Been Searchin For So Long
My Soul Is Sad And Blackened
In Search Of Inner Peace
My Heart Full Of Love And Loathe
For Myself For This Cruel World

Hate For Myself Is More Inside
More Than Hate For Others

No One Tries To Understand
Even People I Thought Cared
Wastin My Love And Tears
On Heartless Stoic World
Ive Lost My Existence
In Search Of Unanswerable Questions
My Life Is Grief Striken
Solitude My Only True Friend Again

My Pain Will Surely End
As The Last Drop Of My Blood Drains

Part II - Fade Away

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Beam Of Sadness Guides Me
Deep Into The Realm Of Sorrow
To A Destination Unknown
Through The Labyrinth Of My Dreams
Poles Of Loneliness Push Me
Deeper Into Surreal DepthS
Darkness Consumes Me And My Sanity
Takin My Life Slowly

I Sacrifice Myself And Fade Away
My Dreams Become Reality