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BY THOMAS GUERRA

The story of my life in prison started in November of 2010. I came to prison for the first time in my entire life.

shadowy figureWhen I first got to prison I was scared to death that I would never make it out prison alive. The first two weeks that I was in prison went pretty good. Then at the beginning of my third week I had two SUR13’s [members of the Surenos gang] force me to have sex with them. I only have one leg so I knew that I wouldn’t be able to get away. I said no to the two SUR13’s and they hit me with a paddle lock in a sock on my right temple which knocked me out and when I came to, I was laying naked in the porter’s closet with white stuff all over my face and butt.

I was going to report the gang rape on me, but when I was going to the officer in charge’s office, one of the SUR13’s that raped me told me that if I told anyone about the forced sex on me that they would kill me.

Then later on that evening I was on my way to my Christian Church call-out and the same two SUR13’s grabbed me and started to push my wheelchair toward the porter’s closet again. I went to scream and the SUR13 that was pushing my wheelchair put a knife to my throat and told me not to scream or they would kill me right there. I knew that I was going to have to do what they told me or I would be stabbed to death. So I did what they told me to do. When we got in the porter’s closet they told me to get naked again so that is what I did because I did not want to die.

After I got naked again, they told me to get on my hands and knees so I did what they told me to again. After I did that the older SUR13 got behind me and rammed his d*ck in my butt, and when I went to scream the younger SUR13 put his d*ck in my mouth. They forced me to have sex with them again for two weeks straight. I still have flashbacks of them forcing me to have sex with them.

I finally got so fed up with them raping me by forced sex that I threw a punch with my fist into the first officer that I saw, breaking his nose, so I was placed into segregation for a pending disciplinary hearing. As I was waiting on my disciplinary hearing to be done, I caught 16 more batteries on the officers. I was finally placed on OSR which stands for “Other Security Risk.”

Two weeks after I was placed on OSR, I was transferred from Lansing Correctional Facility to El Dorado Correctional Facility and was placed into the Supermax Segration Custody. I ended up doing two and a half years in Supermax lockdown. After those two and a half years in Supermax lockdown, I was then transferred to my new facility which is the Larned Correctional Mental Health Facility which is where I am being imprisoned to this current time. I have done three years at the LCMHF prison.

This is a true story about my life of being inside the walls of prison life. I have done five years here in prison. I will always have the flashbacks of myself being gang raped for two weeks straight. Prison life is no way that anyone should live.

I am going to have nightmares and flashbacks of me being raped in prison by those two SUR13’s for the rest of my life. I hope that this story will be an eye opener to whoever reads it.by a prisoner.

I really been digging Hispanic men lately. I don't know what it is but I'm so attacted to them now. I never been the type to date outside my race. But I think I'm definitely ready for a change.??????????

My sister is married but is in love with the man across the street from her. The man like me but I'm not allowed to talk to him because she really like him. She have been married for 15 years and have six kids under the age of 16. She don't wanna cheat with him. She just want to lust over him. If he shows any attention to other women she gets pissed. Today he added me to facebook. And now she is posting statuses talking about she feel like she was stabbed in the back. I have not showed this man any attention. And have told her numerous times that I do not want him. But she will not stop because she know he like me, and she is scared I might start liking him back. What do I do? I'm starting to get irritated.

I'm 5'6. Some will consider me tall and some will consider me short. I consider myself to be medium height. That's why I think the best way to go is to find someone taller than me. It's nothing like a tall man standing over me and looking down at me as I back up to him. Mmmm...what can I say you like what you like righ? Lol

Hey Gals,

I've been on and of CS for the past 3 years after my last "serious" relationship. Now, for obvious reasons I am back and ready to get my feet wet in the "talking/dating" category again.

Now for the important question:

Do any of you ever get emails that you think were copied and paste or had the feeling like it wasn't only sent to you.
Because lately I'm getting those generalized kind of messages and just wondering if that's the way it works now?
Do people type random notes then copy and paste accordingly?

For Example:

Hello Dear, your profile looks great.
I am a decent man looking to see if we have some chemistry.
Please message me if you are interested in chatting....

Let me know.

NHS

It is important to understand how men act in real life ..... men's minds want the direct results. Men take a little longer to process information and may need to make a few mistakes along the way in order to view the world as it exists.they grow through their experiences.His lack of responsibility is a perfect example in his sixties but still lives in the dream......his dream girl is here ..................... .......................................................................................... .. ....This just proves that men can not mature at all ages.. all he lives off of is the idea of getting laid. trying to find the perfect one night stand and characterizes the usual thinking of a h*rny girl all through his life ............................ ......... Men are overconfident of their abilities and they all are degree holders,with out going to law college (don't you know lawyers all are liers??) they are the best actors with out oscar awards men rarely discuss their feelings...know why? ...because they are cold in the feelings dePartment even though...they talk that women are less intelligent than men...... (deeP down they are very worried....knowing them as intellectuals) .women are the their faorite games other than sports..........................that is why they like hide and seek game

Something is definitely wrong with my profile.
I need help updating or something is wrong with the setting.
I only get vague silly messages from people with no profile pics or
messages with people who say they are Asian but pics show blue eyes and blond hair?
Not one message with substance. NOT ONE!!!!
Or is it there is really no one left?

Help :(

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If someone is trying to impress you there are some very simple and polite ways of doing so but in my mind sending a female of any any age a message which reads "How would you fancy a slippery stiff/", not even funny just sick and disrespectful.

A little over a year ago I was sent to this company by the staffing company I worked for. It was a janitors job and it didn't really matter what I did so I accepted the offer.

Ron, the manager, interviewed me and his approach was so cool. He opened up by saying to me, "Tell me about yourself"!! That statement opened a floodgate of "stuff". I told him I had a college degree but that at age &$ I didn't care what I did. I told him about how proud I was about my kids because they all had also become degree'd and they all owned their own homes. Basically I stayed with the family stuff and the nuclear stability we enjoyed.

I also told him I am a hard worker and I keep things clean!! That did it and I was hired.

Work was great. I was free to move around and see what had to be done. I asked where I was allowed and other limitations. I say that because the workmen were doing hardcore framing and a janitor moving around them could become a liability to their production requirements.

All good things eventually come to an end and Ron was transferred to a new development in Texas. His replacement was a headache. He stood up on stairs with his arms folded like Hitler. He was grouchy and sarcastic. Put simply he alienated ALL of the employees with his attitude. He also fired a long time employee because of their personality conflicts.

I started calling this man "El Commandante" which merely means The Commander in Spanish. We tussled with his personality and me being harp tongued I used to jab him with sarcasm. Eventually we got along but then a terrible thing happened.

About one month ago his son was in a terrible motorcycle accident and he fell into a serious coma. It devastated El Commandante! And rightfully so. I don't know how I would react if my son was in that sort of problem.

El Commandante announced his quitting to start taking care of his son. This man has will power not ever seen by me. His hard cold attitude did not give one hint of the turmoil he was going through. He was sick from hurting so much.

I am happy he made that decision for his son and for his sake. I wish him well and when I see him on Monday, his last day, I will tell him so!!

From there God will take care of the rest!