This is all about me and the reasons therefore how i am as character. Warts and all
There is a strong feeling inside me that one way or another my whole life has been one continuous performance. With me as an actor,either on stage or in a glorious or inglorious epic.
Now as the curtain draws shut on that period of my life another one opens.Ahead of me i see a canvass in full technicolour waiting for me.
The world that ive only just bequeathed,in favour for a taste of the new was on occasion beyond my own comprehension
As an adopted boy who grew up in a very middle-class family.Iwas thrown into the lions'den or the social care system,as it is otherwise known,at the age of fourteen years old
By aged seventeen i was in the real world,cold,alone and lost.I had no support or guidance either.So this has been the case,or had been,until fifteen months back.
Now with new challenges in front of me,i went back to college.Something i neglected to finish properley some twenty five years earlier.
After a few short weeks i found myself reawakened and fullfilled by the emergence of academic learning.My lust for the written word,hitherto untapped,is immense and consuming.I thoroughly enjoyed being involved in a place of learning once more.
I believe that there is something hugely rewarding to be said of this kind of learning. Put it this way,it definately beats the soul destroying sound of buzzing drones of factory machinery.Or that matter the dusty wasteland of the building site
I have many interests.I allow myself too float along to far flung and exotic places.From anothers imagination.I talk of of course the delight of being entwined in a good book.Or it could be the bear pit
that is the rough and tumble of british politics.
Then there are my sporting interests(which i have many)But one in particular.I speak of watching the gladiators on motor racing tracks.Those brave young knights fighting death each time they take to the track,just for the spoils of winning
In summary,i would say that ive found a new vigour and spirit for all adventures today.For me,sharing my experiences with as many people as possible and for me to learn from them.
In short,i have subscribed to the land of the living once more.I will learn to love the warm glow of the sun and the silky light of the moon.
Its time for a new beginning.It is time to live.
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