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And that is my question.Did i press my own red button by writing as i did in my last blog? The way i see things right now probably. So if i accept that as a premise and own the fact that women will most definitly not want to seek a possible relationship with me,because of what i wrote,then where does this leave me? In the grand scheme of things which this site is predomitley about. Up the creek without a paddle?maybe. On the other hand i think blogs are written because the person or persons feel the need and or desire to do so.And that can be for a host of different reasons. When i wrote my last blog i did it neither to brag or feel smug about myself in the face of others. Nor did i set out as one contributer remarked to appear 'cool and calculating'in the way i described how i worked through all the maccinations of being in that situation. I just addressed the facts as they where and my feelings therefore involved. But im not writing this blog to explain or justify myself for that blog. What i would like