-sighs- so far still no luck finding a girl i like and even if i did they proberly wouldn't talk to me anyway. I give up and please don't tell me not to give up otherwise I'm just gonna close my account down. I really am fed up with this I really am and if this is the right place to vent then stuff it i'm gonna vent.
But you know what thats not what I wanna talk about, So far my job has had its ups and downs which has been expected right from the word go. I mean Saturday Night just gone we had 200 tables booked for one night and apprently we had 400 booked the night before so we must be doing something right. So far I've made friends with the head chef, Sou Chef and the manager and everyone else there are still some people i would like to give me some respect but i gotta give it more time. Anyway I'm so far enjoying the job and if I do have any problems I know who I can turn to.
Look I'm being serious here but all I ask is for one chance to show who I am and I know my profile may look alittle "crap" but it's hard to tell someone about you when they wanna know you, you know what I mean? I mean I could ramble on in my profile and it still wouldn't look right, I could leave it with just some words and again it still wouldn't look right. But honestly I'm so fed up with this I really am and I'm trying to be as honest as I can get. I'm also gonna have to ask if people over the age of 40 to stop looking at my profile to me a 40 year old checking me out would be like my mum checking me out which is sickning I don't want to bring home someone whos the same age as my mum and hear "shes's My Age she might as well be your mum" which would make me sick you know so yea sorry i'm not into very older women no offence
good question whats a good answer? I knew I wouldn't end up with anyone and now its a New Year and guess what no ones gonna be with me this year either so I'm not gonna bother talking to anyone again so if you're interested in me then fine talk to me I don't really care you wanna leave comments fine go ahead I know it's not going to make a differance. Websites like this haven't been the best for me (Obviously) so hey heres to the new year and lets not even bother trying lets just give up while I'm still young cause clearly no one cares and I can prove it too 1 no one has checked my profile out 2 no one seems to be sending me flowers anymore 3 no one is sending me any type of message to say they are interested so I ask Why do I even bother?
one flower
i feel so......
or am i being sarcastic? yea you're proberly right i am being sarcastic told yous no one was interested in me no matter whats said in my profile no one is going to care so
whatelse to do i've been too busy working now i haven't had the chance to to talk to anyone and before anyone says anything no i can't ask for time off because we don't have that many people working yet to cover for people who want a day off but that will change soon maybe in the new year best thing is at least i can say i have a job thats going into the new year so that's a plus.
Anyway i'm done being right so keep on looking peeps cya
hey folks it's been awhile since I've said anything but here we go. I've gotten to the point where I can't handle this lonely heart I've been misrable for quite afew years and just feel like i'm getting no where fast. I mean I'm almost 28 which is close to being 30 and I still haven't gotten any partnership going it's like
What do I have to do I'm not changing my profile it's as truthful as I can be and thats how I am is someone who is truthful, honest and cares. I mean I've given alot of people time to talk to me but seems like no one is interested.
So I leave it up to you I don't want to be like this for the rest of my life.
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