Just to talk about my days

-sighs- so far still no luck finding a girl i like and even if i did they proberly wouldn't talk to me anyway. I give up and please don't tell me not to give up otherwise I'm just gonna close my account down. I really am fed up with this I really am and if this is the right place to vent then stuff it i'm gonna vent.

But you know what thats not what I wanna talk about, So far my job has had its ups and downs which has been expected right from the word go. I mean Saturday Night just gone we had 200 tables booked for one night and apprently we had 400 booked the night before so we must be doing something right. So far I've made friends with the head chef, Sou Chef and the manager and everyone else there are still some people i would like to give me some respect but i gotta give it more time. Anyway I'm so far enjoying the job and if I do have any problems I know who I can turn to.

Look I'm being serious here but all I ask is for one chance to show who I am and I know my profile may look alittle "crap" but it's hard to tell someone about you when they wanna know you, you know what I mean? I mean I could ramble on in my profile and it still wouldn't look right, I could leave it with just some words and again it still wouldn't look right. But honestly I'm so fed up with this I really am and I'm trying to be as honest as I can get. I'm also gonna have to ask if people over the age of 40 to stop looking at my profile to me a 40 year old checking me out would be like my mum checking me out which is sickning I don't want to bring home someone whos the same age as my mum and hear "shes's My Age she might as well be your mum" which would make me sick you know so yea sorry i'm not into very older women no offence