So I have been on two more dates since my date with the guy (let's call him, Mr. Goner) whom I still believe to be one that got away and the problem now is that I found myself comparing them to him and it was like nothing they did was right. I know it is wrong of me to compare but I just cant help it and it came to the point where I am just blowing off someone whom I normally would have gone for just because he didn't match up to Mr. Goner. I go out and it's the same thing, someone shows interest in me and I automatically started to compare him to Mr. Goner and it's 'nerve rocking' cuz I have only been on one date with this guy and I somehow cant get him outta my head no matter how hard I tried, and that's just not me.
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