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"The Dark Night of the Soul"

Upon a darkened night
The flame of love was burning in my breast
And by a lantern bright
I fled my house while all in quiet rest

Shrouded by the night
And by the secret stair I quickly fled
The veil concealed my eyes
While all within lay quiet as the dead

Oh night thou was my guide
Of night more loving than the rising sun
Oh night that joined the lover
To the beloved one
Transforming each of them into the other

Upon that misty night
In secrecy, beyond such mortal sight
Without a guide or light
Than that which burned so deeply in my heart
That fire t'was led me on
And shone more bright than of the midday sun
To where he waited still
It was a place where no one else could come

Within my pounding heart
Which kept itself entirely for him
He fell into his sleep
Beneath the cedars all my love I gave
And by the fortress walls
The wind would brush his hair against his brow
And with its smoothest hand
Caressed my every sense it would allow

I lost myself to him
And laid my face upon my lover's breast
And care and grief grew dim
As in the morning's mist became the light
There they dimmed amongst the lilies fair
There they dimmed amongst the lilies fair
There they dimmed amongst the lilies fair

Saint John of the Cross' poem narrates the journey of the soul from its bodily home to its union with God. The journey is called "The Dark Night", because darkness represents the hardships and difficulties the soul meets in detachment from the world and reaching the light of the union with the Creator. There are several steps in this night, which are related in successive stanzas. The main idea of the poem can be seen as the painful experience that people endure as they seek to grow in spiritual maturity and union with God.
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Being Vulnerable

When I was a child I use to think that when I grew up I would no longer be vulnerable but really it is the same, regardless of our age, status, education and so on we are all vulnerable in many ways. To grow up is to accept vulnerability, to be alive is to be vulnerable...

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Will I ever Get Hitched !?!

I was chatting to one of my good friends here on CS last night and as we talked we somehow stumbled on to the topic "IF HE WOULD EVER FIND THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE HERE ON CS" I sort of felt sorry for him because I know he has been searching so sincerely here on CS for that special someone, plus he has been on CS longer then I was. Actually he was the one that introduced me to CSyay

All I could say to him was sorry man you've been here longer then I have and yet you still haven't found Ms. Right, having said that what chance do I have, if it has taken him this long!?!confused rolling on the floor laughing rolling on the floor laughing rolling on the floor laughing rolling on the floor laughing rolling on the floor laughing rolling on the floor laughing rolling on the floor laughing rolling on the floor laughing rolling on the floor laughing rolling on the floor laughing rolling on the floor laughing rolling on the floor laughing rolling on the floor laughing
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Home is Where the Heart is!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

" WHERE WE LOVE IS HOME; HOME THAT OUR FEET MAY LEAVE BUT NOT OUR HEARTS"thumbs up
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Women have a way with words! (just my opinion)

Just my opinion, now I am not against women or anything like that, but I just wanna say that You ladies have a way with words. I mean you all can say some really hurtful things too. Yes! its true men can also hurt people's feelings with our words but this is no way close to how women use words as a lethal weapon. I mean you all can really use words to blow up a brother very mad Where do you pull out them words from !?!dunno

The reason why I am saying this is cause the other night after finishing from one of the local pubs while heading home I came across this guy and gal arguing right! As I passed by them, I really don't know what the argument was about however I was just in time to hear the gal say this to the guy "...and next time you wanna kill yourself call another B%$#*....I was like what the.....

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Have a lovely week allwine
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Thank You CS Bloggers

Recently I have been reading blogs on here with the primary topic being LOVE. It's really nice to know that true love still exists, despite the rape, murders, bombings, robberies, corrupt in private and government sectors; love is still out there.

I see or read of love being shown in many ways and forms as well; like in the case here on CS...how most of you bloggers are so positive with your blogs, very educational and informative. You are just all ordinary people from different parts of the world but your contribution on this site is so tremendous, that whatever you write you may never know. It's exactly what another CS user may just need to hear to cheer up their dull day, or give them some hope just when they are about to give up; to not to.

Keep up the blogs, for in that I see love doing its bit, no matter how little it maybe, it does and has made alot of difference..hug hug hug
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How I feel @ times...but only to know I am Strong!

I got ice in my veins, blood in my eyes
Hate in my heart, love in my mind
I seen nights full of pain, days are the same
You keep the sunshine, save me the rain
I search but never find, hurt but never cry
I work and forever try, but I'm cursed so never mind
And it's worse but better times seem further and beyond
The top gets higher, the more that I climb
The spot gets smaller and I get bigger
Trying to get into where I fit in, no room for me here
But soon for me, I will find a way; then it be on all you who look down on me..........
Cause all this bullshit, it made me strong and made me find my way...

THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME STRONG
cheers cheers cheers
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Best Days of my Life

I remember when I was about 8yrs old; I couldn't wait to become a young man. Cause I wanted to do all the things an adult would. Like having my own freedom, living in my own apartment, having more then one girl friend...lol!!! and everything else an adult could do; that I couldn't do as a child!

You see but that was when I was about 8years old, now Iam exactly what I always wished I wanted to be and then I sunddenly realize, it ain't as fun as I thought it would turn out to be. Being an adult is alot of hard work, making hard choices that determines your next vital move for the future; which can either make or break you.

Looking through the eyes of a child I always thought an andults life was always fun and amazing, but as an adult I now can only aprreciate being a kid again cause those are the best days of my life; cause you never really had to worry about the tomorrows. That was mom and dad's Job banana banana banana head banger head banger head banger yay yay yay
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Let he who is without "Sin" Cast the first "Stone"

Do you ever get irritated or hate yourself for commenting @ others when they make a mistake(s)!?! Well I am one who is trying everyday to be less critical @ others and worry about my own problems, like I don't already have enough to worry about. So whenever something someone says or do I usually find myself pointing my big fat ugly finger at them, as if I am so perfect.

I have made it a point to lessen as much as I can the finger pointing and judgemental attitude, cause I hate the feeling afterwards ie; after casting stones at the one that made a mistakes. It's a big chellenge but I know I will get there, its time to try and swim against the current for a change. Hey we all make mistakes!...no onces innocent, nor perfect either. We just all human beings trying to find our way in this unforgiving and cruel world.... hug
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Life

...Life is unique in that there's no rewind, fastforward; slow or pause button. The only button that's relevant to life is STOP, that's when death comes to claim you, however thats a whole different subject.

You only get one opportunity cause life ain't no nintendo game, you live once. Life is so very short just like a flower quickly fading; Here today and Gone Tomorrow, a wave tossed in the Ocean, a vapour in the wind. Along the way I have made alot of mistakes, I've learnt from them. For the other mistakes I had to learn it several times to then finally realize my mistakes.

I usually hear this saying "shame on me if you fool me once, shame on you if you fool me twice" But for the now wise it's irrelevant because @ times when you in too deep way way over your head. It doesnot matter who gets hurt in the process. The lies gets bigger, the running never seems to end till you reach a point in your life you need to stop and say that you need to change all this!

It takes alot of humility and courage to turn from the negative things that once was; to be a little bit better then yeasterday. I am not saying that you will be Perfect! No not at all! But you see life is too short to be running around or away from someone you really not. The mistakes will never go away, it will always be part of life's process however the important thing to remember is that before life ends. You can proudly look back and say "Hey atleast I tried everyday to be a little bit better then yesterday"


WE ARE ALL JUST LIKE A FLOWER QUICKLY FADING; HERE TODAY AND GONE TOMORROW...
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This is Me Now!

Have you ever been hated or discriminated against!?!...Well I think I don't need to discribe how it feels like for those who have gone through it. Sometimes some discrimination that is directed towards me, I don't blame people for that cause it was partly my fault and I take responsibility. While others directed towards me are out of fear and or misunderstanding and thats to be expected. I can handle that!

But once you put someones kids in it the shit gets escalated!!!!! Yes I have made alot of mistakes in life, no excuses I admit I was wrong and that at most times I wish I could re-write the past you see but I can't do that. If only life was like building a Lago house, if things go wrong I can always knock it down and start fresh again, but in the real world it doesn't work that way. Now I am not regretting the mistakes of the past, I must admit I have made peace with my past a long time ago; no more regrets but alot more wiser now in the future.

All I am trying to say is that "PAST" thank you for the lessons I've learnt and to the "FUTURE" I am ready now. YOU may think that I am still the same old person you thought I was when you knew me back then! Yea my life was a mess then but now you no nothing about her!
You see I've been through hell and back I can show you vouchers. I've fallen too many times now to know that its not weakness to ask for a little help! I've done that now Im back on track, using the innocent to get back @ me.....Now whose selfish!....whose the Monster now!?!

Believe me hate is never nice, I was that once...and its like you drinking poison and hoping the other person will die! So please this is my humble plea to you...Quit while you're still ahead!
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