I have always been rejected.... is there someone out there who will accept me for who and what I am? How I wish I could fix my wings to fly again
Than finding someone who will want you, or being sad over someone who doesn't. There's a lot of wonderful time to be spent discovering yourself without hoping someone will fall in love with you along the way, and it doesn't need to be painful or empty. You need to fill yourself up with love. Not anyone else. Become a whole being on your own. Go on adventurs, sit in the coffee shop on your own, dress up for yourself, give to others, smile a lot. Live for yourself and be happy on your own. It is not any less beautiful, I promise ;)
When I give, it doesn't comes with a strings. I'm not keeping track of what you owe me. When I give, I choose to do so wihout ulterior motives. I give because I'm genuine.I give bbecause I know what it's like to be without. To long for and be ignored. To speak and not be heard. To care for and have nothing returned. When I give its because I get it. It's because I know the value what I have in my heart and I refuse to let the world stop me from sharing that. But when things start being taken for granted, when you no longer appreciate my sincerity, I won't switch, I won't get angry, and I won't be spiteful. I'll just be smart and I'll change your role in my life. Because when I give I'm all in. But when I'm done, there's no looking back.....
When you give yourself to someone who doesn't respect you, you surrender pieces of your soul that you'll never get back. There comes a point when you have to let go and stop trying with some people. If someone wants you in their life, they'll find a way to put you there. Sometimes you just need to let go and accept the fact that they don't care for you the way you care for them. Let them leave your life quietly. Letting go is oftentimes easier than holding on. We think it's too hard to let go, until we actually do. Then we ask ourselves. "why didn't i do this sooner?"
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