Recently my life has been rough, my dream is shattered, invested so much in something and nothing positive came out of it. Now i feel like my life is empty and i just want to commit suicide. I dont know what do to do to get myself back. I need advise and opinions. Thank you.
I'm an angel, I'm a devil
I am sometimes in between
I'm as bad it can get
And good as it can be
Sometimes I'm a million colors
Sometimes I'm black and white
I am all extremes
Try figure me out you never can
There's so many things I am
I am special
I am beautiful
I am wonderful
And powerful
Unstopable
Sometimes I'm miserable
Sometimes I'm pitiful
But that's so typical of all the things I am
I'm someone filled with self-belief
And haunted by self-doubt
I've got all the answers
I've got nothing figured out
I like to be by myself
I hate to be alone
I'm up and I am down
But that's part of the thrill
Part of the plan
Part of all of the things I am
I am special
I am beautiful
I am wonderful
And powerful
Unstopable
Sometimes I'm miserable
Sometimes I'm pitiful
But that's so typical of all the things I am
I'm a million contradictions
Sometimes I make no sense
Sometimes I'm perfect
Sometimes I'm a mess
Sometimes I'm not sure who I am
I am special
I am beautiful
I am wonderful
And powerful
Unstopable
Sometimes I'm miserable
Sometimes I'm pitiful
But that's so typical of all the things I am
I am special
I am beautiful
I am wonderful
And powerful
Unstopable
Sometimes I'm miserable
Sometimes I'm pitiful
But that's so typical of all the things I am
Of all the things I am
Sometimes I'm miserable
Sometimes I'm pitiful
But that's so typical of all the things I am
Of all the things I am
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
I was denied US visa yesterday, its sad but am happy it didn't affect my grades thank God for my results still a distinction student. Citizens of western europe, Australia, Canada, US are so lucky because you can just pick your passport and travel to anywhere you want. Wish I was born in one of those countries.
There is this woman I have always known, and if I search for the words to describe her then I will definitely suffer "Writers Block" ... Her Beauty is perfect.
I can picture all the worry I made her to go through, in my helpless stage of Infancy, my annoying and rebellious stage of Adolescence, and even now... She is a Diamond.
Raw Intensity, Audacity, Boldness, Charisma and Energy Personified... I call her "THE BULL"
In her perspiration, I am inspired... "I always push that Limit"
Je parle francais en peu, a cause de cette femme... Ma Mere.
She always knows the right words to cheer me up with...
Her Ogbono soup has no Part-2... She is an Amazing cook.
Her Prayers for me have gone a long way... God Bless you Ma.
Funny, that I Love her soooo much yet, I have never told her directly in person... More than words can say.
WISHING YOU A HAPPY AND BLESSED BIRTHDAY.
Cant wait to be back home
Miss you a million times.
I cry everyday thinking i may never find love. It sucks when someone likes you and you don feel anything for her. you like someone else who dont even give a f*ck about you.
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