My book has come out. Now local area could pre order it through my publisher website ONE PEACH MEDIA or visit their Instagram page.(Indonesia only)
FOUR PIECES.
To be honest it's not about chick love story instead it's about mental illness. Yes. It's dark and getting dark in every pages.
It's what I've felt before.
It's what people might have been through too.
Maybe it could be you,
It could be your brother or sister,
It could be your friends or your significant other.
Please, do something to help them,
Or at least be there for them.
Because, mental health issues, whatever it is, they need to know that we are care about them.
Don't judge them because you're not wearing their shoes. Instead be there for them.
So about my book, FOUR PIECES.
Why did I choose this dark genre instead of all those chick love story? You should have known me before, I don't like following mainstream. I'm a rule breaker. I'm stubborn. I don't want to put any burden on my back to write a story to please someone else's ego. I write what I've felt. I write what I've been dealing or what I've done so far. I guess that's the way of being an artist also an author from my opinion.
Yes, FOUR PIECES is more concerned about mental illness or mental health issues. It took ages for me to deal with that. It took ages for me to capture all the scenes on paper. But in one night, this idea came out one day when I heard my best friend lose her father. I texted her, we talked and all those parts turned into a draft and here we are now. I should have thanked her for it. She helped me lots about mental health issues. Long list.
And remember, it's okay for not feeling okay and get help.
REMEMBER, When you tell people about yourself and they couldn't accept it, that's not your fault.
You're not alone.
Suicide isn't the best option. NEVER. It's just the way you might think would end your pain TEMPORARY but the truth is, you wish you could stop the time and run away.
Now Let's create some beautiful memories together instead of thinking about how this life would end. The sun's still look beautiful even if it looks hesitate.
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First time I'm writing this stuff on here. Anyway I just need a place to brainstorming my head, my thoughts and my anger toward things I couldn't handle it. I posted some poems here also, you can check it on my profile.
Yeah I used to write daily in my journal. I make and creating poems, quotes and story. My first book will launch soon in my country, FOUR PIECES and it used Bahasa not English. I'm writing the second one with English and hopefully I could share some of it here.
I have duties at work. Also an arrogant Boss. My job is fine but it has lot of pressure. Sometimes I'm stuck and I can't handle my emotions towards people around me because Boss have a trust issues and He wants me to be as perfect as he wanted me too. Well, I'm only human, I am not God and it's burdened me sometimes. Not sometimes but a lots. Perfection is not human and I hate it. I hate being that person everyday.
So, here's the thing about work and my circumstances:
When you've tried being nice, no bad intention,and just showing some respect and teamwork , hell etc heaven knows what I've done for, then suddenly they threw sh*t right back to you. Like---, wth? Then you started questioning and doubting yourself what on earth happened with me?
It is me or it's just in my head?
OR--- I'm too crazy to be a part of them? Then who's the one to blame?
Most of the time I've done my best and that's what I've got? Is it fair enough?
Enlighten me because I started to hate that If you know what I meant.
As a leader I think You should have known and aware about everything that had happened in your workplace and stop blaming someone else. Because there're lots of conflagration in your space but you've been busy pleasing someone else's problem instead of taking good care of your team.
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