I was in a relationship for 19 yrs , from the age of 23.We have two beautiful children.
When I look back at myself, I can't believe it was me. He was very lazy , I done everything in the home even decorating. He never liked work ,I've supported him many a times when his been unemployed. He never took me out , he never brought me anything. Everything I've ever owed I've brought myself. I worked two jobs at one stage. He would rather spend his money on PlayStation & Games , Gambling, Decks. It was me myself & I where he was and still is concerned. We had never been abroad, the one and only time I saved & payed ,as I wanted my kids to experience it.
You probably wondering why I stayed ? I ask myself that question?. I think as we get older & Wiser , We find ourselves. I've become much more relaxed & Happy within. " I know who I am & what am about " & I know my worth".
I Haven't gotta tell anyone that I'm Decent, Loyal , Kind , Loving, Honest , Have Morals & Dignity Because I Know I Am & That's All That Matters.
I'm an empath & have always helped everyone all my life.
It was the best decision leaving him & starting a new life. My kids were happy we split, they always said you deserve a better life & why was I ever with him. There's no bad blood & we remain friends, but I look at him and wonder what I ever saw in him. He gross's me out. LoL
I've never been happier in my whole life , I have a beautiful home & a rewarding job. Just missing my forever companion, Lover ,Best friend.
I will not settle for anything less then the best , I know my worth, I'm rich with Love & Peace in my Heart.
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