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I'm engaged..... But I'm not sure I'm completely happy with the guy I'm with. I almost want to just go back to dating and having fun and not having to care as much.... I don't know wat to do I need some help.... I love him so much but I don't know if that's enough
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what up ppls

i just went for the biggest walk in history, needless to say i was totally covered in sweat when i got back to my friends house, but she wasnt nearly as drenched as i was its so weird i seem to sweat more than anyone i know and i dont know why lol
waht the hell is so good about the movie wild child? ive seen it twice and now my friend wants to pull an all nighter to watch it over and over and over again i think by the end of it i ill want to kill myself or cause my friend some serious harm. she really needs to grow up or something.
she keeps telling me that shes in love with the guy she was going out with but like 2 days after they break up she is with someone elso that she supposedly loves, she is just not very mature and not very smart, she has gotten her heart broken so many times and its no wonder why, she puts herself out there way too much and she is starting to act like a slut which is just going to get her into alot more trouble if shes not careful. i dont really know why i am teling u this i think i would like to hear ur views on the matter
anyways, i dont know why u read my blogs, they are so full of random shit its so not funny and i say lol way too much.... is that annoying??

anyways i got nothin else to say so im just gonna go now before i make a fool of myself
love ya

XX Samantha XX
teddybear
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sicko!!

i had the awesomest party last night lol drank like a fish and now like every other time i have drank heaps i am regreting drinking as much as i did drinking
but i had a good time which is the main thing i guess banana
the school slut (or so she says she is) was invited god knows why tried to start me but b the end of the night i was hugging her for some reason, alcohol makes me happy what can i say lol
one of my friends had 4 cruisers and was vomitting in the back yard needless to say she was stuck in the shower for most of the night.
christmas is drawing closer how the hell am i supposed to get gifts for everyone when i dont know what the hell they want? lol its so frustrating christmas was alot more magical when i still believed that santa claus was real it was just so fun and exciting to think that santa was actually in my house but now santa is just a figment of my imagination moping lol

kk well thats all the shit i have to say sorry if i bored u or annoyed u by say lol alot hehehe

take care
xxooxxooxxooxxooxxoo wave
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hey there ppls

hey i havent posted a blog in a while because i have been so busy with setting up a career for my future and all. i have recently been down in the dumps and im really scared because my mum has a history with depression and i really dont want to go down the sam road as her. at one point she was even saying in front of us kids that all she wanted to do was end her life and that just broke me up inside at the thought of losing someone that i love so much. crying
but i have learnt to stay strong and believe in myself and live life to the fullest no matter what and that i wat i intend to do for the rest of my life.
i have now realised through many hours of sitting at home alone thinking about how much i hate my life that its not going to get me anywhere to be thiking like that.
anyways all my life i have thought that i wanted to be a hairdresser but it turns out that i have another passion...cars. when i tell ppl all they can do is laugh because to them the thought of a female being a mechanic is just so funny to them. i guess it is weird but i cant help how i feel lol
it seems that every blog a post has something negative in it im not sure why that is lol
on th upside i think i have found somebody that can make me really happy so i am looking fpprward to where that is going to lead
hopefully i will have my very own happy ending
xoxo
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depressed

i recently had my heart broken by a guy that i thought id spent the rest of my life with. it turns out that hes a player and he rekons its in his blood. i was warned but i thought they were just jealous. i am contemplating desperate measures to end the pain but i dont think ill be able to go through with it. i need to know that i am not alone and to be reasurred that i can come back bigger and better but for the time being im not so sure that ill ever be able to.
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me, thinking again! lol

I think I just jumped into a relationship way too fast and maybe that's why it all fell apart. I fall in love way too easily and I need to learn how to be stronger and resist certain temptations. At least I can learn from my mistakes and start a fresh with my new found knowledge and wisdom.
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hungova

barf feelin hungova cant believe how much i had to drink last nite!! but i still had a good time partying hard cheers
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