I'm engaged..... But I'm not sure I'm completely happy with the guy I'm with. I almost want to just go back to dating and having fun and not having to care as much.... I don't know wat to do I need some help.... I love him so much but I don't know if that's enough
i had the awesomest party last night lol drank like a fish and now like every other time i have drank heaps i am regreting drinking as much as i did
but i had a good time which is the main thing i guess
the school slut (or so she says she is) was invited god knows why tried to start me but b the end of the night i was hugging her for some reason, alcohol makes me happy what can i say lol
one of my friends had 4 cruisers and was vomitting in the back yard needless to say she was stuck in the shower for most of the night.
christmas is drawing closer how the hell am i supposed to get gifts for everyone when i dont know what the hell they want? lol its so frustrating christmas was alot more magical when i still believed that santa claus was real it was just so fun and exciting to think that santa was actually in my house but now santa is just a figment of my imagination
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kk well thats all the shit i have to say sorry if i bored u or annoyed u by say lol alot hehehe
take care
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i recently had my heart broken by a guy that i thought id spent the rest of my life with. it turns out that hes a player and he rekons its in his blood. i was warned but i thought they were just jealous. i am contemplating desperate measures to end the pain but i dont think ill be able to go through with it. i need to know that i am not alone and to be reasurred that i can come back bigger and better but for the time being im not so sure that ill ever be able to.
I think I just jumped into a relationship way too fast and maybe that's why it all fell apart. I fall in love way too easily and I need to learn how to be stronger and resist certain temptations. At least I can learn from my mistakes and start a fresh with my new found knowledge and wisdom.
feelin hungova cant believe how much i had to drink last nite!! but i still had a good time partying hard