hey there ppls
hey i havent posted a blog in a while because i have been so busy with setting up a career for my future and all. i have recently been down in the dumps and im really scared because my mum has a history with depression and i really dont want to go down the sam road as her. at one point she was even saying in front of us kids that all she wanted to do was end her life and that just broke me up inside at the thought of losing someone that i love so much.
but i have learnt to stay strong and believe in myself and live life to the fullest no matter what and that i wat i intend to do for the rest of my life.
i have now realised through many hours of sitting at home alone thinking about how much i hate my life that its not going to get me anywhere to be thiking like that.
anyways all my life i have thought that i wanted to be a hairdresser but it turns out that i have another passion...cars. when i tell ppl all they can do is laugh because to them the thought of a female being a mechanic is just so funny to them. i guess it is weird but i cant help how i feel lol
it seems that every blog a post has something negative in it im not sure why that is lol
on th upside i think i have found somebody that can make me really happy so i am looking fpprward to where that is going to lead
hopefully i will have my very own happy ending
xoxo