hmm.. why the heck am I so attracted to Australian men recently?? Is there something special about them??
Maybe its cause they are so far away from me!
yeah.. that seems to be it!!
So... I seem to have become a magnet recently.. one that attracts married men! Arent there any single, outgoing, somewhat goodlooking men out there.. Damn!! What the heck is this world coming to!!
I am lying here in my bed with my laptop and wishing for someone to hold me.. My primary love language is touch,and I am beginning to really feel the absence of a male touch. I refuse to have meaningless encounters and so I guess I'll have to suffer a little longer.. Hopefully, it wont be too much longer..Any suggestions for what I can do to ease the pain of my loneliness?
I am so tired of this alone thing! I hate it! I have my family around me, my kids, my siblings.... yet I am so alone..
When is this gonna end for me!! I miss being in love so much!!
Hey.. do you think my headaches and tenseness is due to the lack of 'whoopy'?? LOL.. Just asking!
I am wondering about something! For all my life I've been in and out of relatioships hoping to find the 'Right One'. I have been unsuccessful to date. As most of us, I am single.
Because of the fact that I have two kids I dont think I want to pursue another relationship anytime soon.. Somehow I am hoping that a wonderful guy just finds me! LOL.. but anyways, I've decided to wait! However, my dilemma is how to wait without it becoming a Weight? Beside taking care of my kids, what do I do? I have no single female or male friends that live in this country.. and all my siblings are way too old to socialise at the places I would like to .. and my nieces and nephews are way to young!! What do I do? It would be interesting to hear your comments / suggestions!
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