I think I've developed a crush.
There's this girl that gets on the bus I catch occasionally and she seems very friendly and helpful (she's definitely kind and courteous), is reasonably attractive and
gets off at the same stop.
I'm not sure, but she may been trying to draw my attention the first occasion I saw her.
Most importantly I get a good vibe about her. Sometimes I get a 'vibe' about a person, and It's yet to be wrong. One of these people in the past turned into one of my strongest friends, one was for a time my girlfriend, and two others (who I had BAD vibes about) turned out to be weirdos (confirmed by other friends).
...Now if I can just ditch these darned nerves and say hi!
I've been single for a long time now and have a familiar companion at my side _ tedium. Boredom.
It can be a tough foe, sometimes helpful, sometime no.
If anyone wonders how tedium can ever be a good thing, consider this:
It has caused me to think.
In the past year, I have rejected religion (on intellectual grounds), have read more books than in the previous two years combined, and learned many good things. In addition, it has forced me to swallow a humble pill.
Now I'm hoping to take the transformed me into dating and hopefully a LTR.
Here's hoping.