Random Thoughts

Sometimes I feel like I will be alone for the rest of my life and it doesn't bother me too much. Other times, I feel so lonely and yearn for that special someone. I guess that means that I'm a bit confused or maybe it's because I haven't met the one that makes me feel "ready" to be in a relationship again.

I am such a sharing, caring person and desperately want someone to share with and care for. I was at my son's football game tonight and saw all the couples. I began to feel very out of place and lonely. I wanted someone to share those wonderful moments with...the excitement of his team winning the game by 50 points!

I have so much to give to the right person, but it has to be the "right" person. I used to "settle", just to have someone in my life and I can't and won't do that anymore. I need someone that will treat me as well as I treat them. I love to pamper, give compliments, give encouragement and talk openly about anything that comes to mind. I need and want a best friend that I can give my heart, body and soul to.

Are you out there? Can you love me for everything I am and everything I'm not, just as I will love you? I want to find the last love of my life!