i just miss you.
To my beloved Chris:This is just an expresion of my heart, i wanna shout aloud that i miss you so much. Since you dissapears, I think i just used to feel this loneliness without you. Many time you do this, like you wanna teach me how to be strong without you. And how to keep this feeling growing stronger with or without you.
I know baby, that you will always comeback to me. Tomorrow or someday. All and everything will always be the same for me. No matter how hard i try to forget you, or to erase you from my mind, all is useless.
I just follow my heart to always loving you and cares for you.
i dont need anything else baby, just wanna show you some love, wanna show you the true heart that i give to you.
Because i am yours, since the day i said "I DO" when you asking me to marry you.
Heaven arrange us to be together, i believe He will bind us on His love someday. I LOVE YOU Chris.
This song is my favourite, From This Moment.
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If not i think it suits better in a private letter to Chris.
If he is on here at cs.... well lol.. not so sure it works then either.
I remember one of the guys in TOTO (the band, u remb them swissy)
had a woman he wanted back, or wanted to hold on to as she was slipping away. So he wrote her a song. I think it may have worked, but ain't a song u give out on record abit bigger than this.. a cs blog..hehe. Think we're talking 100-150 wiews here or so. Chance of Chris seing this is rel small i presume.
And the effect..
So i take this as a poem. Or writing therapy.
U see Lovlybabyangel it's just abit frustrating for Swiss and me to see u might waste years here..
Think about it.
(Swiss, maybe she need the time, maybe its part of her natural progression. No dubt she has a sweet heart. Hopfully it will stay that way, i think so.)
Morgan luv
i just dont want to express my feeling, to him. He is on CS too, and i know he will never read any forum or blog here. He dont have a time.
Im not feeling hurt to love him like this, just needed a simple love, someone to thinking about, and someone to share about my feeling. I dont wanna dream too high that online relathionship will be come true.
I try to make myself happy with my life, even i cant erase this feeling for him..
Good luck!
Life goes on.. and i can survive no matter what.
I try to smile with this love inside me, bcoz this love make me feel stronger, and gave some happiness. No reason for me to cry even he dont understand about my blog.. LOL..
So what you think? Can you predict what will be happend tomorrow between our life? I think i need to talk to pshycic..
Keep going morgen.. find your love too.
GOOD LUCK TO YOU TOO JANA..
More people should be honest like you have been when they write their blogs
wish you will meet who deserves your Love.