This is Me & Its So Hard For Someone To Accept It.

what do u do when everything u thought u wanted isnt really everything u imagined..

when u begged for ur life to be one way cause it would all be "oh so simple".. but it turned out to be the total opposite
when u thought u knew what u wanted.. but u knew nothing at all

when all u wanted was the one thing u couldnt have..

and everything u have u dont want..

.. then what?

i found it hard to sum "me" up all into a couple words.. so i wrote this.. maybe itll help u

I'm a b*tch, I'll admitt it

I'm not a slut so don't call me one

I hate labels -although I label everyone- I hate shit talkers even more

I hate guys that lie and cheat -and like to make girls cry

.. its all happened to me (from ONE guy) and it sucks

I love guys that can admitt they are wrong and aren't affraid to cry -just not too much and will call you baby in front of their friends-

?I hate being bored- I think too much into things

.. but i could sit there all day with "him" and be soo happy

I love it when someone knows so much about you they can tell your upset by the tone of your voice

... i only know one person who can do that

I hate when a guy tells you they love you within a month of dating just to get in ur pants.. IT DOESNT WORK GUYS

I over think EVERYTHING

I love sitting around a fire with the old "crew" and talkin about how it used to be

I love talking about the good times and hate remembering the bad

I love to drive fast but hate speeding tickets

My best friend is a guy -but that's all he is-

.. just because HE wants more doesnt mean I do

My cell phone is a must.. I dont know where I'd be without it

I forgive when I shouldn't and don't when I should

I feel that I need to make the world happy -but expect nothing in return-

I'm not much for liars.. even though everyone lies

.. and if I catch you in one.. STOP LYING

If I have something to say, I'll say it

.. I dont really care who you are.. I will say what I have to.. you'll get over it

I have no shame in what I do

I love tanning, getting my nails done and being a girl in general

I get bored with my hair easily.. so you wont find my hair the same color twice

I love to swin in the pool.. its my get away

I have only 1 regret in life

I am extremely jealous.. MEN made me that way

You will never find a girlfriend like me

I lost a really good friend..

therefore.. I try to live my life to the fullest and have no regrets.. for her :)

I am very optimistic and will try anything once -no matter the outcome-

... twice if I like it

If I could fly, you would never see me again

I've got MAJOR trust issues

There is no such thing as perfect.. so I gave up trying a long time ago

I love to just drive and think..

Theres only one person.. who REALLY gets me

I wish things were like they were

I love solving problems

.. just not my own

I dont date much.. I've had maybe 5 boyfriends in my life.. but theyve all been long relationships.. im not for those one week flings

I think dating is to find the person you want to be with forever.. if you dont.. then why do u date?

I hate making promises

.. cause i cant always keep them

PINKY PROMISES MEAN THE MOST

If your going to cheat.. please break up with me first

I have never cheated.. dont plan on it either

I've hurt 1 guy in my life.. and I feel really bad

I believe a persons strongest weapon is his word

I love long midnight walks on a snowy night -just you and him-

Night walks on the beach.. mean so much to me

I wish I could go back in time and fix some recent things

Like me for me, and if you can't do that then I don't need you anyway

I hate when someone doesn't trust me -or when I can't trust them

I have a great life.. dont get me wrong.. theres just some things i wish i could change..



thats all.. maybe u get me .. maybe u dont.. thats all i can give.. this is me.. take it or leave it