life is so challenging

life can be so difficult...trying to get back into the dating game..trying to get back into my professional career...beginning a new one...so many decisions to make...wanting to travel again...time on my hands...yes, that is why i am on here...tried to go out dancing last nite...being at a club w some of my friends...but missing my dance partner(was my hubbie) it sucks lost my man and dance partner...constantly ask myself why why when i am so young...too young to just live on memories...standing there watching other people dance and remembering teaching and performing...whoa...after having such a busy lifestyle to time on my hands...feel like i am drifting...but into what...am too young to just be defined by widowhood...am obviously feeling sad...it's almost like i lost my zest for living when he died...feeling listless.this is so unlike me...use to be so excited about life and opportunities and such...God help me...
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Which would you like first, the bottle of pills, razor blade or rope?
dnt worry..everything will be fine..take care..comfort hug
the pest...i see where u got ur name...i should have known better then to put myself on the line
was just being for real as some of us r on here...
heya pest thanks for awakening another emotion in me...like anger...mumbling
Dear Sweetie, Have you considered going to a dance studio and seeing about getting a new partner ( for dancing ) . It might be the therepy you need at the moment and you never know, you could be the next ABA champion . Or you could just do it for the fun of it .. . dance
SFB (SweetFireBall)wave I nearly wrote Sweet Home Alabama... grin doh (song in my head) - I empathize with you & your situation; we all ask why did we land up in such an undeserved situation? Something to do with lessons for our Soul, I believe!
You can rectify your life, one small step at a time.....Lots of men don't know how to dance ~ offer to teach. Likewise lots of guys into cosmology & the arts - they can be found! I myself have a very fond penchant for Carl Sagan & his life's work. thumbs up wine handshake
mumbling cheer up, there's a star with your name on it...peace
the pest go get real...seriously hope u do not have a loved one die and someone gives u back what u dished out...u obviously must be fantasizing that i would EVER dance for u...as in eastern dance...if a guy bothers u it means he likes u..sooo here u r giving time and attention to ur complete opposite..u=pest , me=sweet and so onsleep
St. Elmo u r so sweet...what a breath of fresh air that u and ur comments r...sincerely thanks
You are a fireball, sweetie.
ps to the pest...u got a reaction...do u need attention...caused me to misspell about ur fantasies...dream on baby boybanana
Pesty, r u dunn yet? confused
Hi sweet
Yes indeed Life is a struggle, But Imagine all the complaints of boredom if it wasn't comfort
If only someone could teach me to dance. I once entered a talent contest as a dancer and won because they thought I was a Charlie Chaplin impersonator. confused

Hey Elmo Carl Sagan Rocks, Do you have the big book that accompanied the TV Series Cosmos.. I seen it as a youth and I think It changed my hole perception on education. Great Stuff. cheers
hey non i think i could do with a little bit of boredom...drama can be wearying...i remember playing the ice queen...yes, the white witch in, "the lion, the witch, and the wardrobe," it was so tiring to always act like i was angry...played it to the hilt though...i remember that in the ending scene when i was killed the audience cheered...most have played it to the hilt!!! i remember my son not attending saying it would ruin the whole show to seeing me acting that way...such a softee i am...
robbie said he would have laughed so much would have ruined the show
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