WHY AM I HERE
Current mood: depressedCategory: Writing and Poetry
When life just goes wrong…wondering why I am here and how can life change?
Why Am I Here?
I lay in bed alone at night and wonder why I'm here.
I do so much for everyone
Why don't they show they care?
I met this girl who said she loved me
something I haven't heard in so long.
She used me for my money
what a ride she took me on.
There is so much hurt I feel, so much anger trapped
inside.
Sometimes I wish my dad was here, but to me he's not
alive.
I have no one to talk to
These drugs seem to be the only way
Turns out it's a lie just like the smile I put on each and
everyday.
I know outside I'm smiling, It's the face I fake for you,
But inside my soul is crying and there is nothing I can
do.
I know my family loves me, I'm there when their
decisions are poor. I'm sick of feeling like this walked on
rug thrown upon the floor.
I lay in bed and wonder what the hell I'm doing here
Can I wake up from this dream?
Can I please just disappear?
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