im hot

i just got done feeding my cows hay and it's a workout, im so hot and tired. They were all hungry. Isabelle my black and white cow is pregnant i think. She already has a 8- month old baby, Emma Jeane. i hope she is pregnant.
well i slept pretty good last night except i was thinking about my missing cat, Goldie. i cryed of course. i just really miss him. he is my life and one day me and him are going to be together again in heaven with my grandfather. i really miss my grandfather. he died in 2006. he was the most important guy in my life. when he died it felt like my whole heart died. i didnt know if i could go threw the funeral but i did. when i saw him in the casket, i thought to myself that doesnt look like my papa. i dont know why they have to put so much makeup on. when they buried him i cryed more than anyone else. me and papa used to watch American Idol together. we watched American Idol one year and Taylor Hicks won that year and me and papa were so glad, but now i just wish he was here now so me and him could watch American Idol together. but i beleive he's watching it with me. Sometimes i hear things in my house like the chair in the dining room cracks and my parents sink knob pops and i know that's papa. i beleive he's with me and my family forever.
well, that's it for my blog today.