i must be drunk. lol

woke up at 3:20 am and found a big moth casting a dark shadow on the wall. By the moonlight, I can clearly see the different colors on her big sloppy wings. I've never seen a moth like that before, beautiful but abnormal. Grandma told me after people die, their soul would go to another world. If they miss someone, they magically change into a big multicolored moth flying back to see that special person. Everyone knows I am scared of moth. But this time, I just want her to stay. Hey, brave moth, is it the loneliness that taught you how to fly in the dark?

There are 3 tiny holes on my left ear and 2 on my right one for earings. A superstitious girl friend told me if I have my earlobes pierced, I will be reincarnated as a woman again. Wow, I don't really care what form I will be born in an after life. But I pray if there is reincarnation, I prefer my soul to enter a four-leaf clover because it is pretty. Many years ago, my aunt left her husband and her 2 year old son for a married guy who can never promise her a family. I just want to say she is like a moth darting into a flame to seek it's own doom. Anyway, I am not like her. I think I am more like a ostrich who knows to bury the head in the sandpit when something unplesant happens.

Suddenly I come to understand that there lives a special type of people in this planet. You don't have to see their smile. You don't have to know their mind. Only when hearing their voice, you fall in love with them.