Am I Broken?

What makes us different than other animals, I would say emotions, we can express them. We have very strong emotions. We are all different in everyway really. Take Love and Hate. Love is just a state of mind, more fantasy than reality. Fantasies are like memories, they fade with time, they're designed that way for a reason. We replace them with new fantasies and memories. We really don't change but we aren't the same after we experiance Love. Who I was, am, and will be, is me. I am the same before and after Love, so am I different? Am I not normal? Which brings me to Hate. Hate is just a state of mind, more sadness, fear, and hurt. We get scared and hate change, hate someone we don't understand, hate someone who has wrong us in some way. I have Hated many in my life, but have Loved only a few. After Hating someone and finally getting over it, I have somehow changed a bit. Maybe learned. I am still the same me, but with a different view on life. So Hate can change me, but Love has not. Which one changes you the most? Why do I look for Love when I never learn from it, Why do I keep going back? Why do I love someone who cannot and will not Love me Back? Am I Broken?