Just Really Trying, really. U think? Especially after you, hopefully, it would behoove you to, really, to read my entire profile on here. You might learn a lot about things you only ... God knows ... knows or should know. Don't take offense, but, of course, the truth hurts all of the time and comes forward, from all angles, and it reverberates to kick you, basically, right in your a** and make u and your compatriots realize that you are just ... here ... why? I don't know ... Why don't u ask God or the Devil to explain or reiterate/iterate all of that/this for you. Hell, I learned it all, in what, the 3rd grade, come on folks, really, get with the ultimate program here. And I'm using simple-arsed English words for you here, don't make me go into my other language or use other quotes and lines I learned from other world languages... Please. Good night, God bless (but with the Devil under your pillow keeping everlasting watch). Shoot, so don't blame me, when you don't, tragically, wake up in the morning. Oh well. It all comes with the territory. Don't blame me, when I was young paratrooper/Infantry/Air Assault, I used to read the stars/constellations at night, no map, no light, no compass, NOTHING! but you know what, I'm 49 now, it got me home from some BS stuff I was in jail for a day, but it was 16 miles, to my apartment, I didn't know where in the heck I was, no money, no food, no water, but, I looked up at the stars and knew exactly where I needed to go and where I was. And I thank God it was a cloudless night, because if I didn't see those "pointer" stars and constellations, I would have been mostly "homeless" looking just trying to get back home. But my legs, feet, finally gave out on me at about 9 1/2 miles; I couldn't go any further ... 49 yrs old ...