Thanks Krista. Yeah, it was quite a shock, but i'm getting back on my feet, have taken the week off of work to work through this. You're right, he didn't deserve me and i know i can do better, but it doesn't take the pain away, or help my confidence any, but i'm woeking on that! I thought i had found the man of my dreams, but i was dead wrong...wish i would've been more perceptive earlier on, but i was so taken by him, i was so in love...but alas, he did not love me as much as i thought he did, or even could someday. I can't wait for him to come to his senses, i don't want him anymore, eventhough i still love him, it's not how it used to be...i could never trust him again, and without trust, you have nothing. His loss. I am definitely gonna take my time to heal and am only looking for friends right now, but someday, i will open my heart again and let a more deserving man in. I wasn't looking for anything either when i joined, no expectations....but then there he was, i just knew i had to have him from the moment i laid eyes on him...don't get me wrong though, i have some great memories of our time together, and i have learned a lot from this experience, so i am thankful for that at least, just not the pain involved. Eventhough he will always hold a place in my heart, he was my first love afterall, i can live a better life without him in it. Rebounds are no fun, i agree, it's not fair to the other party, if you are not completely over someone...so i will work on my bitterness towards him, so that i can truly be devoted to another. I have a lot more time for myself now, and i will do things to keep me busy, hang with my buddies, etc.
I will e-mail ya when i get a chance, but i have been receiving so many flowers and messages, it's hard to keep up!...lol Thanks for the support, muchly appreciated!
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Spot on Sweetie!