Love at first side ( Archived) (63)

Lately, while I was about to exit a shopping MALL with some stuff in trolley that took 3 hours of selection, gradation, assessment, consideration, reconsideration etc. I just noticed a guy stalking me from last 15 minutes. As I hurriedly cleared the counter, paid the bill etc, I forgot the receipt on the counter.
He picked that up, followed me till the gateway lest I might be in need of that payment receipt at the exit door.
Well !!! Although I was least impressed from his actions but was somehow smitten by his 5'10'' + height and young body of 25. Later, it turned out that he is 22. We became kind of acquaintances.
I was obviously "the object of HIS LUST at first sight."

After knowing each other for almost 11 months, I still believe, that he wants nothing from me beyond body.

And as soon as it dawned on me that he is somehow materialistically less blessed than me, (at least at this stage of life), I have became conscious of becoming victim of a greedy lusty hunted.
He borrowed few bucks from me and never paid me back. I never asked him to pay me back in time. I wanted to test his ability to honor his words, commitments and time limit.

Every now and then, he still tries to send me messages claiming love blah blah
but some how, I have made up mind that LUST AT FIRST SIGHT EXISTS NOT LOVE.

LOVE needs a certified stamp of your actions and your ability to honor your commitments.