On Line Dating (20)

I have thought of posting something similar.

Honestly under stress i don't know what i would do.

And i am taking this marginally further as in if someone i knew found out I was on this site.

But logically what are we doing wrong. It may be slightly embarassing that i can't go out into the community and find a date (and believe me My community is the capital of my city for singles) but this is a lot safer and far less stressful than going along to an organised singles night.

If i give my self a chance to really think about things I shouldn't care that people know i'm here. There are worse sites. Yes I could be talking to anybody out there including a beautiful crossdresser. But as long as they reply honestly and caringly i don't care.

I think of it as my computer talking to me. Sometimes its gruff and rough and sometimes it tries to reach out and give me a cuddle.

I would love to. But

A) i don't have the certificates

B) Sometimes i get tired and Lazy and don't think through my responses.

And it would be one of those days that someone says they wish to kill themselves. And my response will be "then do it just get out i can't be bothered.

I don't think thats good advice.

There is the selfish aspect as well. I play cards with a social worker. When they're on call they have no place to get away from it all.

Looking Deeper it is a messed up world out there. And being a reclusive person the communities troubles would soon get on top of me i think, as i would have no release. So perhaps not.

But yes i care and i think and i'm a selfish male.

Do you have a problem I could help with. I could try private consulting work I need extra cash.

Think about it Huhanna.

I wish i knew about something going on.

But living in the lowest socie economic area in my city. It is all the single can affordably afford.

But availability isn't my problem. Its being to shy and having too much respect for the female person to want to inflict a male (me) upon them.