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why would you be a bad person? I don't believe in God and that doesn't mean I am bad. I worked in a firestation.I am working with disabled people and that is offering and giving help to the ones that need it.I think that God is a vision,an idea.God is a word.I believe in something higher than human beings on the one hand and on the other in human beings.Am I bad because I don't read the bible or go to church on sundays or pray before I go to bed?

hey issy.

hell..your German is good.I always find it sad that there is this organized religion.it doesn't make sense,as you said already.I don't want to say church is bad ...no not at all...it's just that lot's of people go to church and sit there out of duty or fear and not out of belief.SO ..isn't that a lie then. I believe( as I said) that what makes you wanting to live every day( no matter what you do or are) that this is a force and this force doesn't have to be "God" .it can be people.and the feeling that fills the space between them.if it is a mother and her baby or to strangers having a chat on the bus it fills the air with special things.
I look after an autistic woman and when i started with her she didn't really recognize me as person but rather as object.that means: she seemed to ignore me and didn't interact with me.. then one day she gave me a hug( months later) and took my hand.I love her like a sister and don't want to leave her ever ( 6 yrs later).these relationships are what the world feeds on.... feelings, deeds...like compassion, offer someone older a seat in the bus,a simple smile on a rainy day....whatever even pain someone feels... and another feels it with him.
but...I am getting into deep.Just... i don't think it is god.