Here I sit before deaths dark door wondering, waiting forever more

Will I live or will I die or will just forever cry

Will I sink or will I swim or will the darkness consume within

Today I stand and meet a man he turned and said "it's all in gods plan"

Just as I got my heart to mend he turned and said "lets just be friends"

The life I always try to lead Now and forever continues to bleed

Now I lay here under the stars thinking about tomorrow "will it ever be ours"

Will I ever feel the love again or will we forever remain "just friends"

I will never know what I did or didn't do I will always know

"That I love you"