Disappointment sets in
And I begin to cringe
How could I still care?
When you were never there.
You said I was your heart
And then you tore mine apart
I take comfort in your misery
In knowing she will NEVER be me
The bitterness is all I have left
Your memory I cannot forget
I live my life with no hope in sight
It takes everything I have just to fight
Some days I don’t succeed
In quenching the need
The need for fire
The feeling of desire
Still the loneliness is a blessing
I don’t have to keep guessing
I don’t have to keep stressing
I just have to keep trying…