The many nights of convo,the tears that fell from your face,your hurts,your fears....i was there...to comfort you,my queen,you meant more then life to me,you were my goddess,i put you before the creator,you were my rib...the other part of me,my unseen misery faded away the day you said that word to me. you were my lover,the ground you walk upon i worshipped the very essence of you,i became vulnerable,open to your charisma,you seduced me,your hidden valleys engulfed me,your secret garden... where i planted the seed of evolution became my weakness. leaving me speachless i cant describe how... lies,deceit & trickery,all was apart of your qualities, self hatred infultrated by sweet smiles & false hope of a happy ever after,you penetrated the core of me,broken the walls of sercurity....judas has kissed me with his soft lips,now i die a slow death,heartache....why didnt you tell me your heart never belonged to me.