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Feb 2013 553 Views 11 comments
THIS IS NOT A POEM
TO ALL MY FRIENDS AT PC.
FIRST OF ALL, I WAS GOING TO LEAVE YOU WITHOUT A TRACE. LAST NIGHT I HAVE DELETED ALL MY POEMS AND JUST CAN'T FIGURE OUT HOW TO DELETE MY PROFILE.
I WASN'T GOING TO MAKE A BIG DEAL BECAUSE WE ALL GO SOMEHOW. SPECIALLY SINCE, I ALREADY HAVE STAGED A VERY DRAMATIC FAREWELL LAST YEAR. AS MOST OF YOU HAVE KNOWN, MY LIFE PROBABLY WAS THE MOST EXPOSED AND MOST CELEBRATED IN TERMS OF PERSONAL EVENTS, UPHEAVAL, STRUGGLES AND SO ON AND ON. NOT THAT I REGRET, BUT THAT TO SOME EXTENT, IT SHOULDN'T HAVE BEEN.
THERE IS NOTHING MORE I CAN DO. IT IS ALREADY DONE. AND BECAUSE OF THIS, I WAS JUST GOING TO KILL MY PROFILE WINDY WEATHERLY AND NO ONE WOULD HAVE PROBABLY NOTICED OR CARED.
BUT DUE TO UNFORSEEN EFFECT, I AM HERE TO PLEASE TAKE YOUR VALUED ATTENTION ONE MORE TIME.
A YEAR AND A HALF AGO, MY BEST FRIEND OF 40 YEARS, ALMOST FORCED ME TO BECOME A MEMBER HERE. I WAS SHOCKED AND TOLD HER "ARE YOU CRAZY? DATING SITE? WHY ARE YOU HAVING A PROBLEM FINDING A BOYFRIEND?" SO I REFUSED AND ONLY AFTER THIRD ATTEMPT THAT I SAID YES. THAT IS AFTER SHE EXPLAINED TO ME ABOUT THE POETRY PART ONLY. WE USED TO WRITE SOMEWHERE AND I DIDN'T LIKE THE FORMAT. SHE THOUGHT OF MY STYLE AND FIGURED, THIS IS MY IDEAL PLACE. SHE EVEN ADVISED ME NOT TO PUT ANY PICTURE ON IT AND BE ONLY ON THE POEMS.
WELL, THE REST IS HISTORY, AT LEAST TO MOST OF YOU WHO ALREADY KNOW ME.
WELL, I WASN'T LOOKING FOR LOVE. I WOULD HAVE NEVER EVER IMAGINED THAT LOVE, AS SUBLIME, DIVINE, PURE, TRUE AND REAL CAN BE FOUND HERE. WELL, I DID. I LOVED MY MAN, ONDOS, LONG BEFORE HE KNEW I EXISTED. SO AMAZING HOW THE SPIRIT JUST SINGLED HIM OUT FOR ME. UNSTOPPABLE, I HAD NO EXPLANATION. IT HAP[PENED.
MY MAIN POINT OF THIS MAIL IS TO LET EACH AND EVERYONE KNOW THAT MY LOVE FOR HIM, IS THE ONLY LOVE OF MY LIFE. NEVER HAD I FELT, NOR EXPERIENCED THIS EVER IN MY WHOLE LIFE.
I HAD NEVER SAID THIS TO NO OTHER MAN IN MY WHOLE LIFE, NOT EVEN TO MY EXHUSBAND OF 28 YEARS . I NEVER CLAIMED TO HAVE BEEN INLOVE WITH ALL MY HEART, BODY, SOUL AND ALL OF ME AS I HAVE DECLARED AND CLAIMED TO MY JOHN. ONDOS. NOR WILL I EVER SAY IT EVER AGAIN. I WILL TAKE THIS LOVE WITH ME IN MY GRAVE. I WILL LOVE HIM FOR THE REST OF WHAT IS LEFT OF ME. PERIOD.
I NEVER GAVE ANY INSINUATION, NOR SIGN NOR INVITATION TO NO ONE. EVER. AND WITH THIS PLEASE FORGIVE ME ON ALL MY SHORTCOMINGS.
WE LIVE TO LEARN, WE LIVE TO ADAPT, WE LIVE TO CHANGE, FOR THE BETTER. I WILL DO MY BEST TO DO EVERYTHING THAT IS GOOD TO EVERYONE.
GOODBYE TO ALL OF YOU MY FRIENDS. I TRULY HAVE LEARNED SO MUCH AND THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR SUPPORT, CONTRIBUTIONS, COMMENTS, AND INFLUENCE ON MY LIFE.I AM FOREVER GRATEFUL.
RESPECTFULLY,
WINDY,
AKA PHYLLIS, FILOMENA
FIRST OF ALL, I WAS GOING TO LEAVE YOU WITHOUT A TRACE. LAST NIGHT I HAVE DELETED ALL MY POEMS AND JUST CAN'T FIGURE OUT HOW TO DELETE MY PROFILE.
I WASN'T GOING TO MAKE A BIG DEAL BECAUSE WE ALL GO SOMEHOW. SPECIALLY SINCE, I ALREADY HAVE STAGED A VERY DRAMATIC FAREWELL LAST YEAR. AS MOST OF YOU HAVE KNOWN, MY LIFE PROBABLY WAS THE MOST EXPOSED AND MOST CELEBRATED IN TERMS OF PERSONAL EVENTS, UPHEAVAL, STRUGGLES AND SO ON AND ON. NOT THAT I REGRET, BUT THAT TO SOME EXTENT, IT SHOULDN'T HAVE BEEN.
THERE IS NOTHING MORE I CAN DO. IT IS ALREADY DONE. AND BECAUSE OF THIS, I WAS JUST GOING TO KILL MY PROFILE WINDY WEATHERLY AND NO ONE WOULD HAVE PROBABLY NOTICED OR CARED.
BUT DUE TO UNFORSEEN EFFECT, I AM HERE TO PLEASE TAKE YOUR VALUED ATTENTION ONE MORE TIME.
A YEAR AND A HALF AGO, MY BEST FRIEND OF 40 YEARS, ALMOST FORCED ME TO BECOME A MEMBER HERE. I WAS SHOCKED AND TOLD HER "ARE YOU CRAZY? DATING SITE? WHY ARE YOU HAVING A PROBLEM FINDING A BOYFRIEND?" SO I REFUSED AND ONLY AFTER THIRD ATTEMPT THAT I SAID YES. THAT IS AFTER SHE EXPLAINED TO ME ABOUT THE POETRY PART ONLY. WE USED TO WRITE SOMEWHERE AND I DIDN'T LIKE THE FORMAT. SHE THOUGHT OF MY STYLE AND FIGURED, THIS IS MY IDEAL PLACE. SHE EVEN ADVISED ME NOT TO PUT ANY PICTURE ON IT AND BE ONLY ON THE POEMS.
WELL, THE REST IS HISTORY, AT LEAST TO MOST OF YOU WHO ALREADY KNOW ME.
WELL, I WASN'T LOOKING FOR LOVE. I WOULD HAVE NEVER EVER IMAGINED THAT LOVE, AS SUBLIME, DIVINE, PURE, TRUE AND REAL CAN BE FOUND HERE. WELL, I DID. I LOVED MY MAN, ONDOS, LONG BEFORE HE KNEW I EXISTED. SO AMAZING HOW THE SPIRIT JUST SINGLED HIM OUT FOR ME. UNSTOPPABLE, I HAD NO EXPLANATION. IT HAP[PENED.
MY MAIN POINT OF THIS MAIL IS TO LET EACH AND EVERYONE KNOW THAT MY LOVE FOR HIM, IS THE ONLY LOVE OF MY LIFE. NEVER HAD I FELT, NOR EXPERIENCED THIS EVER IN MY WHOLE LIFE.
I HAD NEVER SAID THIS TO NO OTHER MAN IN MY WHOLE LIFE, NOT EVEN TO MY EXHUSBAND OF 28 YEARS . I NEVER CLAIMED TO HAVE BEEN INLOVE WITH ALL MY HEART, BODY, SOUL AND ALL OF ME AS I HAVE DECLARED AND CLAIMED TO MY JOHN. ONDOS. NOR WILL I EVER SAY IT EVER AGAIN. I WILL TAKE THIS LOVE WITH ME IN MY GRAVE. I WILL LOVE HIM FOR THE REST OF WHAT IS LEFT OF ME. PERIOD.
I NEVER GAVE ANY INSINUATION, NOR SIGN NOR INVITATION TO NO ONE. EVER. AND WITH THIS PLEASE FORGIVE ME ON ALL MY SHORTCOMINGS.
WE LIVE TO LEARN, WE LIVE TO ADAPT, WE LIVE TO CHANGE, FOR THE BETTER. I WILL DO MY BEST TO DO EVERYTHING THAT IS GOOD TO EVERYONE.
GOODBYE TO ALL OF YOU MY FRIENDS. I TRULY HAVE LEARNED SO MUCH AND THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR SUPPORT, CONTRIBUTIONS, COMMENTS, AND INFLUENCE ON MY LIFE.I AM FOREVER GRATEFUL.
RESPECTFULLY,
WINDY,
AKA PHYLLIS, FILOMENA
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Posted: Feb 2013
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Comments (11)
We probably all leave a mark of one kind another, however insignificant we judge that mark to be. You are right of course, there are posters to this site of very varying abilities, but good, bad or indifferent, as you say, whenever any of us choose to leave this site, none of us will be missed - at best, the occasional person may briefly wonder where we have gone, but essentially, everyone else simply gets on with their lives and continue posting should they see fit.
I often take a couple of weeks break from time to time, and frankly I don't think anyone ever notices - its a case of slipping away unobserved and slipping back unobserved... if that's our inclination.
Good luck with whatever you do, past differences are just that, past! I'm older than most on here, and realise that all is ephemeral, almost ALL writers/poets have an ego of some degree, that's why differences of opinion can occur, the thing to do is simply get over it, life is too short to bear grudges and ill will. OOPS, what a blether this is turning into, my apologies Windy, I hope you don't think I'm preaching to you, these remarks are generalisations which in my opinion apply to everyone.
Sincere good wishes for a very happy future.
Bill
I say, glad for the misunderstanding.lol.
The way you worded your message I thought
you were going to do yourself in or something.
Communicating with all the poets here has
had a powerful affect on me and my poem
I think demonstrates this. I would have
written that type of response for anyone here.
You and Ondos must know that the castle
flag is at half mast.
You have inspired me and many with your passion and spirit and shall be missed much as a friend and a poet on here!
I can understand you waving goodbye to Windyweatherly... you have reached a time to move beyond the wind that carried you :)
I will not say goodbye my dear friend, simply to give you as always my blessings with thanks for your support and encouragement and hope to hear from you soon outside PC. x
Regards,
Ken
You first touched my heart, then you changed my life.
Right at the start you said,"John, you're in trouble".
Well, we both now know how ignorant i was then
having laughed about it.
You are one of a kind, let me tell you; your own kind
Inside my heart, my body and mind
And you're mine
mistakes and misunderstanding,
you were the first to comment
when I came here,
you also inspired me a few times
I mean no ill feelings or grudge
to you or John, now or ever. .
the only think I really want and meant to say is my heart is happy that you found him,and him to you
You guys are meant to be forever
nobody and no one going to change that
for the good times and your divine love to him
have brought hope in some of us
that we could be just like you and John some day
with that I say take care
be happy and don't forget
to say hi once in awhile
my sincere wish to both of you
selamat and thank you
I hope life rewards you with all the love and kindness,you deserve,so sad to hear you are bidding farewell to us.
I will miss your wonderful poetry, and remember you know where we are if you ever feel the urge to drop by and say hello.
Lots and lots of love, sent to you from me.
Martina