am like a prism of many colors when am down my world is black darkness i see and i feel sad
the dark lonly days i feel no hope the gloom i give out sad depressed feelings that linger like a cloud over me this is my black days
when am happy my color turns blue happy i am the light from my blue shines so bright like a weight lifted of my chest i feel so glade bright the blue feeling i have inside happy to be alive wish all day where my blue days
some days i see red pain and anger i feel tormented by pain of bitterness this pain hurts my mind and body makes me moody takes me to place inside my mind anger ifeel bitterness and sad moody i becum am no fun to be around these days are no fun
bitterness i feel to the outside world these red day lead to my days of gloom into the world of black am consumed
I was listening to public radio and they were talking about how religion can actually make a person more likely to be depressed. Their take on it is you have to take the good with the bad if you choose to live a religious life. I have found myself moody for major parts of my life. I find happiness in the little moments of eating, drinking pop, and watching a good show on tv, and other things too. Unfortunately, the things I find that give me happy feelings are also taking their toll on my appearance.
JyonnahReading, Pennsylvania USAApr 10, 2013
Oh my, I recognize those moods and can totally relate! You conveyed that so beautifully.
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