I lay here alone with a wondering soul
I open my eyes, to a big black hole
Can anyone here me wanting and needing
Like a baby I cry, like missing a feeding

My views change, from time to time
On how people treat life like an ongoing crime
The fear is high and the expectation is low
How can I look around and mentally grow

I love to watch a small child smile
But know whats around that, is nothing but vile
This seems to be the world we are in
Full of murder and change, and cold blooded sin

I want to take these thoughts and remember that smile
And look up at the clouds, with hope for a while
Because despite the bad and messed up ways
I must look deeper and deeper, to live my days