Close my eyes, and feel nothing but numb
Open my eyes, not figuring out the sum
I can't understand, which way do I go
Like a two way ending, with a holy show

I have lived my ways, doing all that I thought
But the price I now pay, I would never of bought
I feel so trapped, knowing what I will lose
But the pain in my head is making it hard to choose

I have chased my thoughts, thinking that they were dreams
But sitting here alone, my tears run into streams
I have been speaking to the one, who seems to really care
Never even seeing that face, makes me feel its so rare

Now I am left with a decision to now make
But there's fear in my heart of this pretty blue lake
Its hard to believe, that someone could really be right
But the plane of gamble and love, is boarding for flight