I hated your stupid baseball caps.
I hated your video games.
I hated how all our fights, were always so lame.
I hated your obsession with Star Wars and Lord of the Rings.
I hated your extensive knowledge, of both of theses things.
I hated I was the girlfriend, but felt like the third wheel.
I hated coming in second and wondering what was the deal.
I hated how you drank, when ever you where down.
I hated when you got scared, how you would run out of town.
I hated that your work, would always come first.
I hated how your apologizes, always sounded rehearsed.
I hated how you always knew, there was something wrong.
I hated how I pretended to act so strong.
I hated how I always wanted to run and hide in my hole.
I hated how you could always make me feel whole.

Now I am not with you and things are different.
How I wish I had knew, what telling you, would have meant.

But now...

I hate the fact that I mess up.
I hate the fact we didn't talk it out.
I hate the fact that you just gave up.
I hate that we didn't scream and shout.
I hate that I still love you.
I hate that I know you still love me too.

I hate that now we wait and see.
Till the day comes, that we agree.
That our friendship is strong and we can move on.
That once again we can see the dawn.
That our past has been dealt with and is now gone.
And once again be right and not wrong.