to a friend!
memories of remembers.
you know my friend,
that everything we been through up to the point when our lives crossed their path.
points and time,
to get to the space where we meet,
everything in our own life,
we been through...
you know,
our pains. all the pains and sufferings,
all the hurts and cried,
all those lonely nights, the wishes, and those dreams.
then even when we come together,
in our shadows those memories remain.
our trust, our wishing for kindness and love,
gave us hope,
we began to get to know each other.
although we won't be trustworthy at first of each other,
due to our pass sufferings,
our love grow stronger, our believe in each other power and willingness,
we give each other a chance, a chance for understanding and wants,
although life wasn't easy and we had some hard times,
which i am so deeply sorry,
and thousands of sorry won't make up for the pain,
nothing i could have done would ever make up for the pain.
we loved each other truly and faithfully.
so many times, happiness and passionate love,
....memories of our love.
friend,.........i give my whole life and love,
my soul and spirit,
i learn you, i learned from you and we learned from each other.
we become true friends and lovers,
we spent our lives together, then we learned....what true pain would be like.
what life without you would be,
i spend my joy and happiness giving you true love and care,
you give me life, your soul and heart,
your time, kindness and your being.
you made me whole.........................
today,
please forgive me, but i am not good living without you,
yes....i tried, indeed i did, believe me.....
but it isn't easy.................without you.
my friend..............i miss U.