Living life to understand,It was to much but i still gave in..
I pushed to hard then i feel off the edge..
Before i hit the ground i already was already dead..
My heart took place from what my mind couldn't handle..
My body was to weak to get up to his standers..
I try to create this person that wasn't even close to me,but even she wasn't good enough for him nor me,
My face show a smile while my soul screams n cry,
My mind is gone right along with my life...
Using and lying and pulling out the swears..
Life to hard n there not enough to spear..
But as i breath and opening my eyes i finally took my time to realize that life is still here and never gone and i can say these words and finally move on..To much to die for so as i speak i live my life to the fullest until i cant breath nor see light...
XOXO ~JAI