My heart goes out to u this is easier said then done please try to handle one hurdle at a time
A illness does cause a chain reaction, financial worries, job etc...
And being single we have the burden of these worries Please as difficult as it sounds concentrate on yourself only, getting better taking care yourself
What is important right now is "you" and if you have to keep returning to the Doctors do so as many times as it takes to get on that road of recovery
If u have been seeing him for months, I see your reason
But if u just met, a few weeks ago he does have the right to communicate with others, and to know u contacted other I see his reason for being upset....
And if u have apologised and he says he wants you but can't trust you is a very good reason not to persue anymore.
You cannot find love without trust.
And if this broke the trust issue, then the excitment was not on both sides
RE: Disappointment....
Honestly, U should not need the help of any siteYour young, and have so much time ahead of you SO take your time, don't be desperate, take a day at a time, keep a open mind, and have a open mind
Before u know it, with a positive attitude a special person just may be around the corner
Sad that another can post such a comment about how people use a uniform to fabricate a game, U don't need a uniform to be dishonest, it happens
The key is every1 needs to use "smarts"
Good Luck to you young man